I went to see a movie with epul today. The Eye 10. It's not scary at all...kelakar ade lah. :)

I just realised today that I DO LOVE MY OLD SCHOOL. I mean, when I think about it, TIJB is not that bad at all. In fact, I'm starting to miss that school after leaving it for almost 4 months now. I have a lot of memories in that school, some good ones, some bad.

I miss the teachers, especially En.Salahuddin, Pn.Ervina and Mrs.Tan. I miss being asked to leave En.Mat Zaini's class for not paying attention to what he's teaching, I miss learning English with Puan Ervina, I miss doing my addmaths homework every single night of the week,I miss doing exams and failing papers. I miss buying 80 cent keropok and drinks from the kooperasi. I even miss being told by En.Kusaini that I'm fat and getting tips on how to lose weight. (Yes, En.Kusaini once told me that I was fat and depressed)

What I don't miss is the constant spot checks every single morning before we go to class, and "kelas fardhu ain" every friday. (I know the class was supposed to teach me good manners and such, but I don't think I've ever learned anything from that class) Everytime I went to the class, all I did was either talk or sleep. I also DISLIKE some of the teachers, I don't think I should mention their names here.

But despite all that, I still love TIJB. I think I've become a better person because of that school. I made lots of friends, and I learned the value of friendship. My SPM results didn't sucked and I kind of did good actually. I don't regret coming to TIJB. I know I used to hate it a lot, but not anymore. I'm proud to say now that I LOVE TIJB.

I'm such in a bad mood today. My tummy isn't feeling so good... I lied on my bed almost the whole day... I think I'm going to lie some more.

Oh, I'm going out tomorrow.
Later~

I am so tired right now, I can't feel my legs. I feel like throwing myself on the bed and just fall into a deep sleep. But I'm kind of full right now, so I can't go to sleep just yet. I just came back from dinner with the whole family at Warong 17.

I woke up around 8.30 am this morning, but I fell asleep in front of the TV again for one hour or so. When I woke up again, there was That's So Raven on Disney Channel so I watched it with Nana. And then I took a shower, and watched Phil Of The Future. After that, I checked my email & friendster.

And then I got ready to go to Nana's Anugerah Cemerlang. Congrats nana! Love you sis. Arrived at her school around 2.30 pm and had to wait for like 3 hours before she went on stage to receive her award. Everything else was so boring except for the part when nana went on stage :) It makes me proud as a sister.

Here's a picture of Nana, Sis, and Abg Arifin :


This is a picture of Nana and Abg Arifin :


Just Nana :


So, I guess that's all for today. :)

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

I woke up quite late this morning. Hidayah called me around 11 am. She asked me if I was planning to go to Aminah's birthday party this evening. I had breakfast, took a shower and then watched Oprah. Ayah went to work late today because he had to pick up nana from school.

Around 2.30 PM, Nury and Hawa arrived at my house. Afiq picked us up from my house and then we went straight to the party.
I'm actually a bit tired right now, not in a mood to write. So, just look at these pictures ok?
Enjoy


The Birthday Girl









I'm going to sleep now.
Night!

My muncit and the three little kittens came home today!!! I'm so happy. Muncit is so big now. I think I'm going to play with them later. :)

So anyway, today I spent the whole day at home doing absolutely nothing. It was raining quite heavily just now, there was thunder and lightning everywhere. I thought the house was going to fall down :P I tried to sleep but can't...So, I just lied on the couch trying to close my eyes. I wish there was someone there with me, atleast I won't be so scared if there was someone with me.

I don't know what else to write.
I guess that's all.
Ta.

Another special song for a special someone ;) You know who you are. I'm not sure when this song first came out, but I fell in love with it the first time I heard it. :)

Hmm...I spent the whole day with Epul today. (and some friends) We went to see "Hitch". Good movie, but it wasn't my favourite movie. I had a really great day :) Fairuz called and said she saw me but by the time she called, I was already at home. After we saw Hitch, we went to Singgah Selalu, supposedly to eat, but no one ordered anything. Heheh. I guess everyone wasn't feeling that hungry. After that Epul and I left and we went around JB. We went to another restaurant and ordered some drinks and just talked. :) He sent me home after that. I really enjoy spending the day with him. :)

I'm kind of tired right now, I'll write more soon.
Night night!

If you read the older posts, I mentioned about being addicted to The Sims2. So, this is just an update on what's been happening in my family. (in the game, ofcourse)

Well, we moved to a new house, (a bigger one with more rooms) because I wanted more kids. Here's a picture of our house viewed at night:


and this is the swimming pool:



(It's a single story house)


not long after we moved in, I started having morning sickness, I'm pregnant! (in this game)


Me with my big belly.


Before I found out I was pregnant, my husband an I already adopted a child. Our son is so happy that he finally has someone to play with.


Our family having dinner


I gained a lot of weight so I decided to work out more often.


The baby's coming out!


A new baby girl in the family...

(This is just a game, it has nothing to do with my personal life whatsoever.)

I had a long day today. I woke up around 7.00 am. Actually, epul woke me up at 6.30 but I was too sleepy so I went back to sleep. Around 10.00 am, Hidayah called me and said she wants to come over so I said "Okay". She went to pick up Nor first before she came. They arrived around 10.30. After I got ready, we went to pick up Nury at her house. We then went to Angsana to buy some gifts for our ex-teachers. After we finished shopping for gifts, we went straight to school. We just sat around En.Salahuddin's table. It was fun seeing him again (He's our class teacher) So, we told him what we are planning to do for the future and stuff. Cikgu Nazrin even gave me all his books after he heard what I was planning to do. He said, only to return the books if I change my mind, if not, keep it for my own use in the future. There are about 6 very thick books that he used when he was studying. It was so nice of him. :) After that we went to see Mrs.Tan Sui Hiong and Tan Lee Ting. They were very happy to see us :). I kind of miss school... well, not really... but I do miss the teachers! I asked Ustaz Sofyan how we passed our PAFA when we never really finished it, he said "kalau nak buat sekarang saya suruh orang tu cancel sijil awak". hehe. He's married now. And I heard Cikgu Nazrin's getting married too, I don't know if it's true. I'm kind of sad I didn't get to see Pn.Ervina though, well, maybe next time. On our way back to the car, we saw our history teacher, Pn.Raja Azma and Pn.Hurul Aini.


After that the girls were tired so we went to my house to relax. I made them cold drinks and they watched TV. Hidayah and Nor wanted to fill their JPA application form so I let them use my computer. They went home around 4.00 pm after I showed them a preview of The Sims2. Hidayah was so excited about the game that she told me she'd probably buy it .
So here I am typing this now. The girls left a few hours ago. I was actually looking for the perfect song to dedicate to epul, I finally found it. I don't know if he likes it, but I do. You have to listen carefully to the lyrics to understand this song... so enjoy!


A Thousand Miles


Making my way downtown,

Walking fast,

Faces pass,

And I'm home bound...

Staring blankly ahead,

Just making my way,

Making a way,

Through the crowd...

And I need you,

And I miss you,

And now I wonder....

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass me by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand miles,

If I could ,

Just see you,

Tonight...

It's always times like these,

When I think of you,

And I wonder,

If you ever,

Think of me,

'Cause everything's so wrong,

And I don't belong,

Living in your,

Precious memories...

'Cause I need you,

And I miss you,

And now I wonder....

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass me by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand miles

If I could ,

Just see you,

Tonight...

And I, I...

Don't want to let you know,

I, I...

Drown in your memory,

I, I...

Don't want to let this go,

I, I...

Don't....

Making my way downtown,

Walking fast,

Faces pass,

And I'm home bound...

Staring blankly ahead,

Just making my way,

Making a way,

Through the crowd...

And I still need you,

And I still miss you,

And now I wonder....

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass us by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand miles,

If I could ,

Just see you...

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass us by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand milesIf I could ,

Just see you...

If I could,

Just hold you...

Tonight...

I changed the song again! This time it's a special request from a dear friend, epul! :) so epul, enjoy!! this song is just for you!

gingerish fever

Those who know me well enough would know that I'm a HUGE fan of As Told By Ginger. (As Told By Ginger is a cartoon by the way) Yes, I know...I know...I'm a bit old to still be watching cartoons, but As Told By Ginger is totally different. It's mostly about Ginger, (a teenager just like me), who's trying to figure out life (again, just like me) I've seen all the episodes and I'm kind of sad that there won't be anymore new episodes of As Told By Ginger. Anyway, on the last episode of As Told By Ginger, there were 2 songs that I really like, and I've been looking for the lyrics since last year but couldn't find it. So, today, I was just browsing through the As Told By Ginger fan site and I found the lyrics! :)

The first song is called "Go Slip Away"

There were days when our woven fingers would sway,
Now your hands only push mine away,
I won't keep you - go slip away,
There were ways; I would try to find one every day,
But you couldn't hear what I had to say,
I won't keep you - go slip away,
That's what you really want,
To fade into the grain of my mind,
You're racing towards the finish line,
I won't keep you...

The second song is called "You Bounced".

How could you go and leave me here,
To sink with all the rest,
How could you go and leave me behind,
Baby, I'm not impressed,
I should have known you'd bail on me,
Leave me adrift at sea,
To sink with all the broken hearts,
And share their misery,
I'll never forget your misery,
No matter how hard I try,
I won't forget how many times,
You left me here to cry,
Just keep going - don't look back,
It's easier that way,
Forget all that we ever had,
I'm just your yesterday,
You bounced - You quit,
You walked away - That's it,
We're over - You split,
You walked away - You bounced,
That's it...

But still, my most favourite song from all the episodes of As Told By Ginger is still "All This Time"

All this time it was you,
I didn't think that it could be true,
You were right there from the start,
And what might be the strangest part,
Is while I sure enjoyed the view,
Of seeing everything brand new,
It's still you.
All this time I was home,
I didn't know just how far I'd roam,
Winter brings all this snow,
Blinding, it covers everything you know,
But when the sun comes shining through,
And the sky returns to blue,
I will rush to take my cue and find you...



"All this time" is a song that Ginger sang to Darren when she first realise she likes him more than a friend. (They were bestfriends before they became a couple). But they broke up in highschool when Darren met a cheerleader named Simone and that's when Ginger wrote the song "You Bounced". The song "Go Slip Away" was written by Ginger's band mate who likes Ginger but Ginger was too afraid of commitments after what Darren did to her. I actually cried when I first heard it...

Oh, Ginger and Darren did get married in the end. :)

Oh my god! Oh my god!!! My mom and dad just got back from Angsana and they surprised me with a gift because of my results for SPM. :) It's a heart shaped pendant! A real one!! I'm so happy!!! :)Thank you mak ayah!!! I love you both loads!!

I'm still feeling very happy :)I woke up this morning and I just smiled at myself. No, I'm not crazy, I'm just well...happy.I woke up quite early today, which rarely happens, and then I took my shower, and then my family and I had breakfast at the park near STF. I love my life. It's not going to be long before I leave my house to continue my studies, I guess I have to use all my time left to just be happy and spend it all with family and friends. Life's good.

Oh, I changed the song on my blog again. I've been searching for this song for quite a while now, and I finally found it. See...this is one of the reasons I'm happy. It's like, my life seems to go perfectly the way I want it to. Anyway, this song is called "With You" by Jessica Simpson. It's pretty much how I'm feeling right now. I don't really like Jessica but I do love this song , so...enjoy. :)

For the past few days, I've just been...happy. My mood is always good, and I think it's going to continue for a few more weeks, or maybe longer. I don't know why I feel this happy....well, actually I do, but I can't tell you. Lets just say it has something to do with a person. I'm extra happy today I think. happy happy happy. yeayy. Now I feel like dancing. hehe.

I watched Sepet again this morning. I cried again... I cried even more than I cried when I saw it the first time. I guess it's because now that I've seen it for the third time, I understand the story better...

The sims 2

It turns out, I can upload pictures of my family that I've created in the game after all. Well, it's not much of a story yet because we just got married and had a baby boy. But here are the pictures anyway.


Him (ehem, my neighbor) and I got married and moved to a new house.


I got pregnant


My belly's getting bigger


Oh no! I think the baby's coming out! Help! (My husband's still asleep)


Ahhhhh.


Our bundle of joy on his first birthday


Our baby is growing up fast...


Yummy. Our baby having dinner


On his 7th birthday. Great party!


Eating cake

THE SIMS2 IS THE GREATEST GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN CREATED!

This is why I'm addicted to The Sims2
1.I can create my own family and build my dream house
2.I have complete control of each person's needs
3.I'm the one who decides who I marry
4.I can have lots of babies with anyone I want
5.I can marry my crush without him knowing it
6.I decide who dies in the game (If I hate em, I kill em)
7.I can have alien babies
8.I can have as much money as I want without having to work hard
9.I can hate or like anyone I want in the game
10.Atleast my dream can come true in the game

These pictures were taken from the game. I tried to upload pictures of my family that I've created, but it was too small.


Giving birth


Babies


Birthday Boy


Alien Babies (You have to marry an alien for this)

Okay...so the reason I put this song here is because, it describes everything that I'm feeling right now.


I try but I can't seem to get myself
To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth
I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I`ll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeah
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeah)
(I wanna be with you) I wanna be
I wanna be with you
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be with you) Yeah
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be baby
I wanna be
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you, yeah
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you

..........................IF ONLY HE KNEW.

a day with epul and wan

I went out with Epul and Wan today, went to see Sepet. I personally think that Sepet is probably the greatest malaysian movie ever. I laughed, I cried (even the guys cried too) So, to those who haven't seen it yet, go see it now! It's not like those typical malay movies, Sepet is different. I can't even describe it in words. I love it and I don't think I'll ever get bored of it.
After that we had lunch at Sedap Corner and then we went to Holiday Plaza. I had so much fun hanging out with two seriously good-looking guys, haha. Sadly, none of them is mine. :(
I bought The Sims 2 at Holiday Plaza, finally! and now I'm addicted to this game. I just spent the last 6 hours playing this game.
I'm tired now. Will write more later.

I'm home!

Al-Fatihah buat Fauzi Kasbol dan Aizat Alias bekas pelajar kelas 5 Elektrik 3 (03/04)Sekolah Menengah Teknik Johor Bahru yang telah meninggal dunia semalam. Semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat.
Amin.

I feel so relieved! I took my SPM results today and it wasn't bad! I'm so happy, and nothing can ruin my mood today. :) I feel like smiling all day long. :)
Alhamdulillah.
Thanks mak, ayah, ayong, nana, abang for everything :)
Thank you to all my teachers!
Thanks to all my friends and congratulations everyone (SPM 2004)!

Love,
Rasyiqah Khairul Anuar

Never in your wildest dreams,did you ever get this feeling... lalalaa... (singing happily)

Some of my friends/relatives have started calling my sister to know my results. Aiyo, it's not out yet ok. I'll post it at my blog IF I get good results. I feel like my stomach is tied in knots and I can't breathe. I'm going to try to get some sleep tonight and stop worrying about tomorrow.

I know I said I wasn't a bit nervous about my results coming out, well, I AM NOW. I'm freaking out right now....................


I am feeling like what the cat is feeling inside.

KL

My cravings for Cadbury Flake has finally ended. I bought a box of miniature cadbury flakes (there were only 3 boxes left, lucky me!), and I ate till I got sick! So no more flakes for me!


Cadbury Flake Moments


Empty Box

Yesterday, I went to a one-day-trip to KL with Ayah, Mak and Nana. Ayah dropped us at KLCC and then he went to UTM to lecture. Oh, before that we went to Great Eastern Mall and I bought this really really- I MEAN REALLY expensive top which had cost me RM 230. RM230 for a top? I had to use my "jeans" money to pay for the top. I guess no new jeans for me. But it's okay, the top is worth it! I wish I had bought the 'sarong' for the top too, but then it would cost me another RM250.

I finally bought "He's just not that into you" at Kinokuniya yesterday. I just loveeee Kino!! I wish there was one in JB...



I started reading it yesterday on the way back to JB. I just couldn't put the book down...it's so good. :)

What I've learned from the first chapter:


~An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of "ruining the friendship"
~Don't get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he'll do the asking.
~If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to, he will.
~Just because you like to lead doesn't mean he wants to dance. Some tradition are born of nature and last through time for a reason.
~"Hey, let's meet at so-and so's party/any bar/friend's house " is not a date. Even if you live in New York.
~Men don't forget how much they like you. So put down the phone.
~You are good enough to be asked out.

What I've learned from the second chapter:


~If he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind.
~If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realise that he's okay with dissapointing you.
~Don't be with someone who doesn't do what they say they're going to do.
~If he's choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn't respect your feelings and needs.
~"BUSY" is another word for "ASSHOLE". "ASSHOLE" is another word for the guy you're dating.
~You deserve a F**KING phone call.

What I've learned from the third chapter:


~Guys tell you how they feel even if you refuse to listen or believe them. "I don't want to be in a serious relationship" truly means " I don't want to be in a serious relationship with YOU" or "I'm not sure that you're the one"
~Better than nothing is not good enough for you.
~If you don't know where the relationship is going, it's okay to pull over and ask.
~Murky? Not good.
~There's a guy out there who will want to tell everyone that he's your boyfriend. Quit goofing around and go find him.

Okay, for the rest of the chapters, YOU will have to go buy the book and read it yourself.

ALL THESE LESSONS WERE TAKEN STRAIGHT FROM THE BOOK.

Hmm... So what else have I done for the past few days?

I cut every application form that I can find in the newspapers for scholarships. Will try to apply all of them and hopefully I get accepted. The SPM results are coming out this Thursday, I'm not even a bit nervous about it. Why should I? What's done is done. Should have studied harder and now there's nothing I can do to change it. So, I'm just going to accept whatever results I'm going to get (I hope I get good results)



I've been playing The Sims a lot for the past few days. I'm addicted to this game. I bought some of the expansion packs (Will buy more) some of it is still not working (Hot Date and House Party) but it's okay, I still have Vacation and Livin Large. I want to buy The Sims 2 so bad but it's too expensive. Well, for a game it is. Besides, I have to wait for my dad to fix the computer so that I can install The Sims there instead of at my dad's laptop.



I guess that's is all. Will write more soon.

Okay so today I went out with Fairuz and Aydee. Suraya and Aina couldn't come at the very last minute, and Azy had no transport. We had lunch at McD , and then jalan satu city square sampai kaki nak tercabut. I bought The Sims+Hot Date+Vacation. I've been playing this game for almost 5 years now, never got tired of it. Keep buying The Sims everytime the CD rosak. I wanted to buy a new pair of jeans but takde yang menarik. Akak tu kate lagi 2 weeks baru ade... So... balik at 4 pm just in time to watch American Idol. Missed an episode of ginger and the sleep over club. After that tried installing The Sims but there was something wrong with this computer. Don't know what. Asked my dad to check tapi die tak tau what's the problem. My computer pon dah lembab lembab skarang. So, installed the sims kat my daddy's lap top, one of the cd's not working.!!! tapi still get to play the sims+vacation. Hot date bodo takleh install. Will return/exchange it. My kaki still rase mcm nak tercabut. Tadi helped my mom buat kuih keria, tak jadi sangat...umm... Reading back this post, I realised I don't understand what I'm writing. Campur aduk tapi malas nak padam.................... good nite lah. don't waste your time reading this lame post.

Can't wait nak naik KL this saturday, Kinokuniya, here I come!

If One Holds Too Tightly To The Past, There Will Be No Embracing The Future...

prince

Sorry I haven't been blogging lately. I wanted to, I just didn't have anything to write. I still don't, but who cares. I feel like writing something today.

So anyway, I spent the whole day at home today. Nana had to stay home this morning (her babysitter couldn't send her to school or something), and then at 12.30 Nury picked her up and sent her to school.

I've been thinking about my friends today, close ones. I wonder how long we'd stay friends. I wonder if we will be "bestfriends forever". I wonder if 20 years from now we'd still contact one another, hang out, do stuff together like we do now. Usually it's always my friends who make the effort to call, text or email me. I'm such a bad friend, why can't I be the one who calls them first? It's not that hard to pick up the phone. I have to change... I've known Hazirah (Azy) and Suraya for 5 years now, and for the last two years I was in Technic, it was ALWAYS them who sent me letters and cards. Hidayah has been my bestfriend for 2 years, I don't know how she can be so patient with me. She's a great friend and I love her. I love Azy and Sue too. I just hope that we'll be friends forever.

I've also been thinking about the guys who keep sending me messages but never asks me out. Why? Is he interested in me or not? If he doesn't then why is he sending me these messages? Is he too shy? and then a few days ago, I read this review on this book called "He's just not that into you", and then today, the book "He's just not that into you" was the topic on Oprah Winfrey show (yes, I'm an Oprah freak). So, after I read the review and seen the show, I found my answer. He's just not that into me! ( I still haven't read the book yet but I will as soon as I buy it ) I won't waste my time anymore on guys (I haven't been for quite a while now), I just want to enjoy my life right now. Prince Charming will come when the time is right. So, all the prince charming out there, if you are interested in me, don't wait too long to ask me out or I will think "you're just not that into me" hahaa.