There is this girl...we've been friends for like...almost 5 years now. She used to be a big fan of Britney, and she used to hate Christina Aguilera. She used to have her own Britney Spears site, and ofcourse an anti-christina-aguilera site too. Anyone who thinks Britney is bad, a slut, has breast implants were her enemies. Well, that was five years ago, I don't think she's a fan of Britney anymore.
She is so fun to be with, always have something new to do, she's exciting. I've never met anyone like her. She's the coolest person I've ever met, she doesn't care what people think of her. We used to be so close, used to talk on the phone everynight, gossiping about people. I used to look forward to these phone calls. Oh, she used to love to drink coke, but a few years ago she gave up drinking carbonate-water.
She went to a boarding school in form 4, and I went to another school too, but we still kept in touch with each other. She would send me letters, cards, and sometimes when she's home she would come visit me. We would hang out either at the mall or at my house. I still keep the cards and letters she sent me, sometimes I read it when I think of her.
We're still friends, but we're not that close anymore. I don't know what happened, we just stopped being bestfriends...for no reason. (or maybe there is a reason, I don't know) There are no more late night phone calls, no more emails, no more outings together...I really miss her...a lot. I'm not writing this because I hope she reads it and somehow things will go back like it used to, no, that's not why I'm writing this. I just what her to know that eventhough we're no longer "bestfriends" anymore, I still want her to know that she means a lot to me. I know I did things that may hurt her feelings and I just want her to know that I'm sorry, I really am.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
scan
My dad just installed the scanner he brought back from his office. He said he has a new one and he doesn't need this one. I had nothing better to do so I scanned some old pictures I keep in my box. I keep a lot of old pictures in that box, and I haven't looked at it for so long until today. Highschool pictures, pictures when I was really fat (I know I'm fat now but there was a time when I lost a lot of weight...I think I was 15 at the time), pictures of family gatherings, pictures of my friends, class trips...
Here are pictures of my bestfriends and I back in SIGS. (year 2000-2002)
It really brings back good memories looking at these pictures. I love them a lot, we're still bestfriends, and I hope we will be forever.
From left: Azy, Me, Suraya, Ad, Fairuz (Maulud Nabi, SIGS 2002)
~I miss Ad a lot, it's been so long since I last saw her. The weird thing is, we were in the same school and our classes were next to each other, but we are not as close as we used to be.
Top (from left): Suraya, Azy
Bottom (from left): Fairuz, Ad, Me, and Amy
~Whoa, can't remember the last time I saw Amy...I miss her...!
From left: Fairuz, Me, Su, Azy, Ad (Maulud Nabi SIGS 2002)
This picture was taken after school I think. We were waiting for our parents to pick us up. Love this picture.
This is one of the worst rooms I've ever had to sleep in. The bathroom's shower was broken (how the hell am I suppose to shower?) Urgh... but the worst has to be the motel that we stayed the night before. The toilet was full of ants! and dirty. Yuck yuck. But my bestfriends were there, so it wasn't that bad. They made everything seemed okay. That's why I love them :)
Okay, I know there will be people yang akan "kecik hati" because I didn't include them in this entry. Please jangan terasa, these are just pictures of me and my bestfriends back in SIGS, saje nak ingat zaman dulu-dulu. I love my bestfriends kat TIJB too, I love all my bestfriends equally the same okay?
Hmm... I'll scan more pictures if I have the time. Right now, I'm out of things to write, so... I guess I better stop now.
Oh yeah, I might be going to SIGS's sports day tomorrow. :)
Gd Night!
Here are pictures of my bestfriends and I back in SIGS. (year 2000-2002)
It really brings back good memories looking at these pictures. I love them a lot, we're still bestfriends, and I hope we will be forever.
From left: Azy, Me, Suraya, Ad, Fairuz (Maulud Nabi, SIGS 2002)
~I miss Ad a lot, it's been so long since I last saw her. The weird thing is, we were in the same school and our classes were next to each other, but we are not as close as we used to be.
Top (from left): Suraya, Azy
Bottom (from left): Fairuz, Ad, Me, and Amy
~Whoa, can't remember the last time I saw Amy...I miss her...!
From left: Fairuz, Me, Su, Azy, Ad (Maulud Nabi SIGS 2002)
This picture was taken after school I think. We were waiting for our parents to pick us up. Love this picture.
This is one of the worst rooms I've ever had to sleep in. The bathroom's shower was broken (how the hell am I suppose to shower?) Urgh... but the worst has to be the motel that we stayed the night before. The toilet was full of ants! and dirty. Yuck yuck. But my bestfriends were there, so it wasn't that bad. They made everything seemed okay. That's why I love them :)
Okay, I know there will be people yang akan "kecik hati" because I didn't include them in this entry. Please jangan terasa, these are just pictures of me and my bestfriends back in SIGS, saje nak ingat zaman dulu-dulu. I love my bestfriends kat TIJB too, I love all my bestfriends equally the same okay?
Hmm... I'll scan more pictures if I have the time. Right now, I'm out of things to write, so... I guess I better stop now.
Oh yeah, I might be going to SIGS's sports day tomorrow. :)
Gd Night!
Sunday, February 20, 2005
my day
*woke up at 10.45 pm
*just in time to watch phil of the future and dave the barbarian
*had roti canai with half-boiled-egg for breakfast
*took a shower
*had lunch
*went to City Square with parents and sis
*had 'minum petang' at Ummi
*went to Angsana
*got back home at 5.30pm
*watched That's so raven
*now here i am
tonight i most probably will:
-have dinner
-take a shower
-surf the internet
-at 9 pm watch My Wife and Kids
-sleep
Before I forget, I would like to wish my BESTFRIEND SURAYA HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DEAR!!! Love you loads!
*just in time to watch phil of the future and dave the barbarian
*had roti canai with half-boiled-egg for breakfast
*took a shower
*had lunch
*went to City Square with parents and sis
*had 'minum petang' at Ummi
*went to Angsana
*got back home at 5.30pm
*watched That's so raven
*now here i am
tonight i most probably will:
-have dinner
-take a shower
-surf the internet
-at 9 pm watch My Wife and Kids
-sleep
Before I forget, I would like to wish my BESTFRIEND SURAYA HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DEAR!!! Love you loads!
lala
On my last post, I seem to left out a LOT of people(guys) so kepade sesiapa yang tertinggal tu maaf lah ye. I'm not in the mood to add guys or talk about them today, or ever.
Hmm...so...I don't really know what to write. Today was so hot, even ice cream can't cool me off. I hate having to wash my hair everyday because of this hot weather.
I don't know what to write.ta ta
Oh ye, MAK...I LOVE U.YOU ARE THE BEST MOTHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. hehe
Hmm...so...I don't really know what to write. Today was so hot, even ice cream can't cool me off. I hate having to wash my hair everyday because of this hot weather.
I don't know what to write.ta ta
Oh ye, MAK...I LOVE U.YOU ARE THE BEST MOTHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. hehe
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
these are tiny tiny tiny pictures of the guys in my life. some of them I care about so much. some are still good friends. some have dissapeared just like that. some have made me what I am today. some of them have taught me about life. some left me sweet memories, others just bitter.
I'll tell you a bit about each one of them. starting from left to right, and then bottom, left to right again.
----------------------> more pics on your right (sila tekan sampai tepi)
1st Guy: Azizi. He sat in front of me at class. The cutest guy in my class considering they were only 4 guys in it. Probably the nicest guy ever.
Last time I saw him: Class reunion. 8 Feb 2005
2nd Guy: Han. Met him on friendster. He was one of my bro's friend. Nice guy, always there for me. Now studying in Australia. A gadget freak. hehe
Last time I saw him: My sis's engangement
3rd Guy: Dolah. Don't really know him that well. A good friend of a friend of mine. But he called me one night and I found myself talking to him for hours. I laughed, I cried. He cheered me up that night. and that was it.
Last time I saw him: He came to my house for hari raya. Can't remember the date.
4th Guy: Afiq. Nury's boyfriend. Not that close, but he's okay. Nury tells me about him all the time.
Last time I saw him: We went out for Pizza, with Nury ofcourse. (but sometimes I do see him without Nury knowing)
5th Guy: Shafik. The class headboy. Nice guy, very friendly. He used to have a HUGE crush on me. Most of his friends are girls. I rarely see him with his friends. He stays at class during PE with the girls. He likes girls I guess? Sometimes a bit too much ehehehe...
Last time I saw him: Class party last December.
6th Guy: Murad. Known him for 8 years, since we were in primary school. A very happy go lucky guy. He is now in UK, he is one of those guys who left some memories that I could never forget.
Last time I saw him: A few days before he left for UK.
7th Guy: Iskandar. My bro's friend. He's okay. I used to have a crush on him, he used to sing to me on the phone while playing with his guitar when we were out of topics.
Last time I saw him: Can't remember, sometime last year.
8th Guy: My cousin Kerel. He gives out the best advices. I love telling him my problems, and he always find a way to solve it.
Last time I saw him: His sis's wedding. But hope to see him more after this! hehe
9th Guy: My brother. Always helping me with my homework. but now that he's far away... hmm... but I know he loves me. Miss him so so so much.
Last time I saw him: Last july/august. He's coming back this July. :)
10th Guy: AYAH. One of the most important person in my life! Love u ayah. The only guy who will never ever hurt me.
Last time I saw him: A few hours ago. Ayah's asleep now.
11th Guy: My class teacher... Cikgu Salahuddin. The best guy teacher I've ever had. One time I got sick, and he sent me home. and there was another time when I had to call my dad but the school phone was broke, he let me use his cellphone. He gives each one of us birthday presents on our birthday. He's just the best!
Last time I saw him: 8 Feb 2005.
12th Guy: Abang Arf, soon to be my brother in law. I like him! Funny, always in a happy mood. I don't think I have ever seen him in a bad mood.
Last time I saw him: Last night.
These are just some of the guys in my life, I don't have pictures of everyone.
Here are some of them who mean something to me (without pictures)
Zilfikry: Has a huge crush on me.still. but I think he's still confused. I think of him as a good friend of mine.
Last time I saw him: Last day of school
Epul: Azhar's lil bro. My best guy friend.
Last time I saw him: Last month I think.
Tebu: Cool guy, sweet.
Last time I saw him: Some few weeks ago.
There are a few more I haven't mention, simply because I don't like to mention about them. The ones I regret knowing. They left a scar in my heart that will never heal...
Happy Valentine's Day.
I'll tell you a bit about each one of them. starting from left to right, and then bottom, left to right again.
----------------------> more pics on your right (sila tekan sampai tepi)
1st Guy: Azizi. He sat in front of me at class. The cutest guy in my class considering they were only 4 guys in it. Probably the nicest guy ever.
Last time I saw him: Class reunion. 8 Feb 2005
2nd Guy: Han. Met him on friendster. He was one of my bro's friend. Nice guy, always there for me. Now studying in Australia. A gadget freak. hehe
Last time I saw him: My sis's engangement
3rd Guy: Dolah. Don't really know him that well. A good friend of a friend of mine. But he called me one night and I found myself talking to him for hours. I laughed, I cried. He cheered me up that night. and that was it.
Last time I saw him: He came to my house for hari raya. Can't remember the date.
4th Guy: Afiq. Nury's boyfriend. Not that close, but he's okay. Nury tells me about him all the time.
Last time I saw him: We went out for Pizza, with Nury ofcourse. (but sometimes I do see him without Nury knowing)
5th Guy: Shafik. The class headboy. Nice guy, very friendly. He used to have a HUGE crush on me. Most of his friends are girls. I rarely see him with his friends. He stays at class during PE with the girls. He likes girls I guess? Sometimes a bit too much ehehehe...
Last time I saw him: Class party last December.
6th Guy: Murad. Known him for 8 years, since we were in primary school. A very happy go lucky guy. He is now in UK, he is one of those guys who left some memories that I could never forget.
Last time I saw him: A few days before he left for UK.
7th Guy: Iskandar. My bro's friend. He's okay. I used to have a crush on him, he used to sing to me on the phone while playing with his guitar when we were out of topics.
Last time I saw him: Can't remember, sometime last year.
8th Guy: My cousin Kerel. He gives out the best advices. I love telling him my problems, and he always find a way to solve it.
Last time I saw him: His sis's wedding. But hope to see him more after this! hehe
9th Guy: My brother. Always helping me with my homework. but now that he's far away... hmm... but I know he loves me. Miss him so so so much.
Last time I saw him: Last july/august. He's coming back this July. :)
10th Guy: AYAH. One of the most important person in my life! Love u ayah. The only guy who will never ever hurt me.
Last time I saw him: A few hours ago. Ayah's asleep now.
11th Guy: My class teacher... Cikgu Salahuddin. The best guy teacher I've ever had. One time I got sick, and he sent me home. and there was another time when I had to call my dad but the school phone was broke, he let me use his cellphone. He gives each one of us birthday presents on our birthday. He's just the best!
Last time I saw him: 8 Feb 2005.
12th Guy: Abang Arf, soon to be my brother in law. I like him! Funny, always in a happy mood. I don't think I have ever seen him in a bad mood.
Last time I saw him: Last night.
These are just some of the guys in my life, I don't have pictures of everyone.
Here are some of them who mean something to me (without pictures)
Zilfikry: Has a huge crush on me.still. but I think he's still confused. I think of him as a good friend of mine.
Last time I saw him: Last day of school
Epul: Azhar's lil bro. My best guy friend.
Last time I saw him: Last month I think.
Tebu: Cool guy, sweet.
Last time I saw him: Some few weeks ago.
There are a few more I haven't mention, simply because I don't like to mention about them. The ones I regret knowing. They left a scar in my heart that will never heal...
Happy Valentine's Day.
Monday, February 14, 2005
Valentines
Ummm....went out with the girls today (we were all DATELESS/BOYFRIENDLESS on valentine's day/or on any other day... err...except for Suraya, she has a date but she prefers to hang out with us girls!!! Love u sue.) and it was really fun!
~Azy, pretending to be surprised when I gave her the card (it's a birthday card)
~Y.U.M.M.Y
~I have no idea what Azy's doing...she's admiring my baju kot...haha
~Manja la konon...
I think I've got something on my teeth.hahahahahhahaaaa.
~Suraya and I
Shikin....umm...I don't know what's wrong with her...
~Serious conversation going on here...shikin and su are paying all their attention.
hehehe. I had sooooo much FUN today. Malas nak cerite panjang-panjang, tgk gambar sudah.
Bye~
~Azy, pretending to be surprised when I gave her the card (it's a birthday card)
~Y.U.M.M.Y
~I have no idea what Azy's doing...she's admiring my baju kot...haha
~Manja la konon...
I think I've got something on my teeth.hahahahahhahaaaa.
~Suraya and I
Shikin....umm...I don't know what's wrong with her...
~Serious conversation going on here...shikin and su are paying all their attention.
hehehe. I had sooooo much FUN today. Malas nak cerite panjang-panjang, tgk gambar sudah.
Bye~
nana
Sorry tak update this blog everyday. Not that I don't have the time, it's just that my life has been pretty boring these past few days. Even if I do update this blog everyday, I won't have anything to write anyway.
So today's Sunday. Umm... I guess it's too late to wish Happy Chinese New Year? Maybe not. Happy CNY!
Last night I saw "Shall We Dance?"
Richard Gere is so cute! seriously. haha.
That movie makes me want to dance... macam nak sign up for dance classes. I-SO-CANNOT-DANCE-AT-ALL. I like that movie...
I've finished reading Tuesdays with Morrie days ago! This book is quite good. I don't usually like reading non-romance-type-of-novel but this one's not that bad. Lepas ni I will start reading more books like this-tak payah beli love stories that make me cry at the end.
Oh yeah. had another fun day with Nana. Nana's so beautiful, I think she has the potential to be a model someday.. (that is if mak and ayah let her) haha.
here are some pictures of her,
Hair/Makeup : Rasyiqah Khairul Anuar
Model : Nana
I'm out-bye
So today's Sunday. Umm... I guess it's too late to wish Happy Chinese New Year? Maybe not. Happy CNY!
Last night I saw "Shall We Dance?"
Richard Gere is so cute! seriously. haha.
That movie makes me want to dance... macam nak sign up for dance classes. I-SO-CANNOT-DANCE-AT-ALL. I like that movie...
I've finished reading Tuesdays with Morrie days ago! This book is quite good. I don't usually like reading non-romance-type-of-novel but this one's not that bad. Lepas ni I will start reading more books like this-tak payah beli love stories that make me cry at the end.
Oh yeah. had another fun day with Nana. Nana's so beautiful, I think she has the potential to be a model someday.. (that is if mak and ayah let her) haha.
here are some pictures of her,
Hair/Makeup : Rasyiqah Khairul Anuar
Model : Nana
I'm out-bye
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
saturday
It's been almost a week since I last updated my blog. I've been quite busy these past few days/ I wasn't in JB/ I'm too lazy. hehe. Hmm...I went to KL last Saturday with my family, stayed at MiCasa for one night. That Saturday was also my mum's birthday :) so that night we all had dinner at Ali Tomyam. (abg arf was there too) hehe. I ate a LOT that night, couldn't sleep that night because I was soooo full. The next day, had breakfast at some gerai (I don't know where) had roti tampal. and then back to hotel, waited for my lil sis nana pergi swimming (nak jugak swimming tu) we checked out around 12, and then went to KLCC. bought a shirt from mng and Tuesdays with Morrie at Kino :) I love that bookstore.
~On the way to KL
~Mom and dad. Dinner at Ali Tomyam
~Tuesdays With Morrie
Lepas tu balik, singgah melaka. (abg arf's house) had lunch there. The rendang ayam was so good! Ingatkan ade bekalkan bawak balik, rupenye tak.heheh. So the next day I asked my mom to masak rendang ayam (teringat rendang mak jah) :) Umm..we reached home at about 7.30 pm.
On Monday I did absolutely nothing. Baring, tgk TV, baring some more. and makan makan makan.hehe. and when my mom got back from the office, kene marah sebab tak lipat kain. :(
Today ade reunion 5K1 at Danga Bay. Had lunch there. Cikgu Salehuddin was there too :) Hmm... after that went bowling with Aminah, Raza, Hidayah, Nury, Datul, Hawa, Azizi, Faiq, and Mus. It was fun :) ternampak Farid today (If I'm not mistaken tu farid lah) :) Dah makin macho die :) cute cute. Azizi pon cute. haha. apelah merepek ni. umm... Nury berkepit ngan azizi je tadi, heheh. if afiq did that with me, sure mengamuk die. Nury...Nury...
Tadi Hidayah hantar balik. :) best best. now I don't have to bazir duit naik cab. Just call hidayah. hehehe.
What else what else? I think that is all. Nanti I'll write more when I have the time. Ta ta.
~On the way to KL
~Mom and dad. Dinner at Ali Tomyam
~Tuesdays With Morrie
Lepas tu balik, singgah melaka. (abg arf's house) had lunch there. The rendang ayam was so good! Ingatkan ade bekalkan bawak balik, rupenye tak.heheh. So the next day I asked my mom to masak rendang ayam (teringat rendang mak jah) :) Umm..we reached home at about 7.30 pm.
On Monday I did absolutely nothing. Baring, tgk TV, baring some more. and makan makan makan.hehe. and when my mom got back from the office, kene marah sebab tak lipat kain. :(
Today ade reunion 5K1 at Danga Bay. Had lunch there. Cikgu Salehuddin was there too :) Hmm... after that went bowling with Aminah, Raza, Hidayah, Nury, Datul, Hawa, Azizi, Faiq, and Mus. It was fun :) ternampak Farid today (If I'm not mistaken tu farid lah) :) Dah makin macho die :) cute cute. Azizi pon cute. haha. apelah merepek ni. umm... Nury berkepit ngan azizi je tadi, heheh. if afiq did that with me, sure mengamuk die. Nury...Nury...
Tadi Hidayah hantar balik. :) best best. now I don't have to bazir duit naik cab. Just call hidayah. hehehe.
What else what else? I think that is all. Nanti I'll write more when I have the time. Ta ta.
Friday, February 04, 2005
muncit and the three kittens
I'm going to KL I'm going to KL. hehe. dah 2 bulan duduk rumah, excited nak pegi KL.
Oh!! Great news. Tina (my cat) just gave birth to 3 beautiful kittens!!! I'm so happy!!! This time, I have no idea who the father is, because the kittens look just like Tina. :) They're all so tiny, like hamsters... I bet Muncit is excited too, she has three new siblings :) Don't worry Muncit, we'll still love you! hehe.
and before I forget, I've changed my handphone number! so if u want my new number, leave a message or email me. I'll give it to you.
Oh!! Great news. Tina (my cat) just gave birth to 3 beautiful kittens!!! I'm so happy!!! This time, I have no idea who the father is, because the kittens look just like Tina. :) They're all so tiny, like hamsters... I bet Muncit is excited too, she has three new siblings :) Don't worry Muncit, we'll still love you! hehe.
and before I forget, I've changed my handphone number! so if u want my new number, leave a message or email me. I'll give it to you.
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Twix
Yummy!!!!!! That was all I did today, ate lots of chocolates. well, not twix but kinder bueno and kit kat. Yum Yum. hehe. but I'm still craving for Twix, my favourite chocolate ever!
Oh yeah, my phone dah boleh top up. called maxis this morning and they fixed the problem. Yeay! Watched American Idol ... umm... that's all I guess. I'll write more later, dah nak maghrib. Gtg. later~
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
what a day
Had my second jpj test today...hehe. and...I passed! finally! happy happy! after that went to CS with Afiq, Nury, Azza. It's Azza's birthday today! So, Nury and Afiq belanja us makan pizza hut :) umm...singgah secret recipe to see Jo, but he wasn't there. Azhar (ye azy, azhar ex shikin keje kat secret recipe...hehehehe) pon kate die takde... I didn't get my cake that he promised me after all. So, I went home, called him...he said it's his off day and he thought he wanted to see me there but his friends had a change of plans so they didn't go to city square, they went to plaza pelangi instead. :( I want my cake JO! Oh yeah, beli topup card RM10. but tak boleh topup. "SORRY, YOUR TOPUP IS NOT AVAILABLE" what the hell. membazir je beli.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
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