I love...

Jesse McCartney's "Just so you know"
hehe.

The first time I saw the video clip on MTV, I instantly fell in love with it!

2006 is ending soon. wow.

• My 2007 new year resolution?

-Be fit
-Study harder
-make more friends
-be more patient
-Get atleast 13 pts for Alevel :)
(this is all that I can think of right now that I think I can do)



On a different issue :

• For the past two days, I have been very good at controlling my emotions. I haven't been angry at him for two days and I'm quite proud of myself. I think he must be very happy that I am not yelling at him... :)
• I am very satisfied with my one month holiday this year. I spent most of my time at home with my little sis, I got to see Wan a few times :), I got to see Dayah :), I went shopping, I went to see a movie, I went on a holiday with my family. I think it's the most complete holiday ever. :)
  
• I seriously can't wait to finish my last semeter in KMS! :)

before I end this post, I would like to wish everyone

"Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha
and
"Happy New Year"

It's 3.03 am
I am still not asleep
haha

I'm actually trying to think of something good to write
hmmm
let me see
ahh I don't know
So I guess I'll just write crap again

I'm going back to my oh-so-home-sweet-home Seremban this Tuesday (sarcasm intended)
As for right now, I have no feelings about going back to Seremban. It is my last semester there so I am really looking forward to graduate this June! I hope I will pass all my papers so that I can continue my degree in NZ.

I'm going to miss my little sister so so so much! It's been a fun month :) I can't wait for my next holiday and spend more time with my sister!!!

I miss Wan so much! I haven't seen him for more than a week now, and will not be seeing him until I don't know when. He's in Taiping and will only be coming back on Tuesday and on Tuesday I will already be in Seremban. What to do... It's okay, I'll see him next time I come home! :)

I think I should go to sleep now
it's really late
good nite

I WANT TO MAKE A HUGE
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT
TO ME!!!
SO LISTEN EVERYONE!!!

I HAVE FINISHED MY LITERATURE
HOMEWORK! YIPEEE!
THE ONE ABOUT:
"IS DAVID COPPERFIELD A SOCIAL NOVEL?"
(i actually do not give a damn if it is or not)
I DID IT AND NOW IT'S DONE
AND I DO NOT HAVE TO WORRY
ABOUT IT EVER AGAIN AND I CAN
CELEBRATE MY RAYA
PEACEFULLY!

OH WAIT,
I STILL HAVE SOME READING
TO DO FOR TWSS...
BUT IT'S OKAY
:)

YIPEEEEE

LATER

It's 11.34 pm and I'm actually waiting for a call so I can't go to sleep just yet but I don't know what else to do so I've decided to write something here which I don't know what. I'm supposed to write an essay which is due this Tuesday but I'm to lazy to think of what to write but I'll make sure I do it tomorrow.

okay what I wrote above was written an hour ago because I got my call. now i can't remember what i was supposed to write.

nite

it sucks when you do nice things and nobody notices

One more week!
and then I'm done with my holidays!
A part of me is dreading going back
to school, but another part is totally
okay with it. I have six more months
and then I am done with the place :)

According to my 2007 schedule,
I'll only have to go through,

1. Ten weeks of academic classes
2.One week of mid sem holidays
3. Another four weeks of academic classes/ IRP
4. Two weeks of trial exams
5. Another two weeks of post trial/ IRP
6. 1 MONTH OF CAMBRIDGE ALEVEL EXAMS

AND...

ON 16TH OF JUNE...
I WILL BE...

GRADUATING!!!

OH MY GOD! THIS IS SO EXCITING!
:)

PEOPLE, DO PRAY FOR ME AND MY FRIENDS.
BOTH 6.7 AND 6.8 TESL STUDENTS.

see you guys in nz soon! ... soon!

Oh, and to my juniors, good luck!!!
your time will come soon!
hehehe. you'll survive.

I love this song. love it love it love it.
It's a soundtrack from the movie "Cinta".
Same same feat jaclyn victor.

:)

First time I saw you I knew
I knew I love you cause my heart stopped
First time I held you I knew
I knew I love you cause my heart stopped

Cause I … la la la la la love you
Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car not even money will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

First time I kissed you I knew
I knew I had you cause your heart stopped
First time I missed you I knew
I knew I never wanna leave you

Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car not even money will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you
Cause I … la la la la la love you
Cause I … la la la la la love you (love you)

Cause I … la la la la la love you
Cause I … la la la la la love you
La la la la la

sweet kan? kan kan?

I finally had the guts to get on the scale and weigh myself this morning. and the results were very much predicted by me. I weigh 65 kg. Yes. 65. A shocking number for me. The heaviest I have been before was 55 kg, and the lightest was 45 kg.
One thing I can say about this discovery is that it has made me more depressed and it makes me want to eat more.
I'm still not sure what I'm going to do... I will think about it later. Right now, I'm going to have my dinner

later

I cooked breakfast and lunch for nana today :) I love cooking for my little sis because she is not picky at all, she just eats whatever that I made for her :)

I made her fried rice this morning (sangat tawar) but she ate a bit anyway. I finished the rest :) and then I called my dad and asked him how to cook the sotong dalam tin. hehe. It didn't taste as nice as mom and dad's but nana ate it all :)

oklah
dunno what else to write
trying to finish twss
still having a hard time understanding the book
later

another picture of mine..hehe..diff results.

Okay, this is so lame but i want to post it anyway.hahaha

http://www.myheritage.com

this is why i am sad
when i look into his eyes
i don't see it anymore
this is why i am sad
when i talk to him
immediately it turns into an argument
this is why i am sad
when i do something nice
he doesn't notice
this is why i am sad
i don't feel it anymore
this is why i am more upset
because i can't let him go
even if he says it's not working
i don't think i will ever be able
to say
"okay"
i'd...
be miserable without him
even if we do fight a lot lately
but
i
love him
despite everything
there isn't a moment
when he doesn't matter
to me
he is just
so
important that
i need him
when i am sad or happy or in between
i am weak
without him
but i am weaker
knowing he's here but he's not
emotionally
i am tired
of this whole thing
this whole game
i want the old times
i want the old him
the old me
the old us

my BLOG lagi cantik
if u view it kat mozilla
kot?

I will try to figure out
how to make it pretty
and perfect ok. but not
now coz now i'm very
tired from doing
absolutely nothing


later

Since I haven't been very active in the blogging industry for quite some time, hehehe, I decided to change the template, a fresh one, to sort of motivate myself to write more often. I hope it works. It took me about half and hour to pick the template and figure out what to cut & paste with the help of my friend, Zaty. I am not good at this whole html thingy...so I'm quite proud of myself that I could do this even if it's very easy to other people. Remembering my passwords to my blogskin,shoutbox and imageshack account wasn't fun at all. Had to dig through my old e-mails...thank god I still keep them. I'd probably give up if I had to register everything again. :)

So, here it is. my new template that I got from blogskins.com

It suits the theme, don't you think?

:)

Taken from Zaty's Blog : if your life was a movie, what would your soundtracks be?


Opening credits:
boy i need you-mariah carey (hahahahhaaaa)

Waking Up:
pero me acuerdo de ti-christina aguilera (what?)

First Day At School:
my heart will go on-Celine dion (good one :) haha)

Falling In Love:
survivor-destiny's child (hmm..a foreshadowing or something?)

Fight Song:
the corrs, runaway. hehehehee

Breaking Up:
doing that thing you do-the wonders (wha?)

Prom:
ride wit u (feat g-unit) hmmm...oookaaayyyy

Life:
we go together Grease soundtrack, nice one

Mental Breakdown:
merpati putih, oag

Driving:
tragedi oktober, awie

Loving that special "one":
london brigde-bread

Flashback:
when u say nothing at all-ronan keating

Getting back together:
i bruise easily-natasha bedingfield (maybe this is sort of a reminder for him the next time he thinks of breaking up with me. hehehe

Losing your Virginity:
hanya memuji-shanty dan marcel (so not the song i would've picked)

Wedding:
call me when you're sober

Birth of Child:
satellite-anna nalick

Anniversary-
tentang kita-peterpan

Final Battle:
going under-evanesance

Death Song:
cinta seorang teman-bob

Funeral Song:
take a bow-madonna

End Credits:
where did i go right-hilary duff (hahahaha)

iamsoboredthatidon'tknowwhyiamtypingthisbutidon'twanttostopjustyetandiustrealisedhowharditistotypewithoutspaces