I am very bad at noticing new comments on my blog, especially if it is a new comment on an old post. heh. But today, as I scrolled down to my previous posts, I discovered a comment from an anonymous person telling me things that I do not want to know. I also realised that I have changed my url before I even get to read that comment so that person probably do not know my blog address anymore (except if it is from a close friend...) So anyway, people, if you want to leave a comment, please leave your name too. Initials would be good enough. I hate the feeling of being stalked. :-( And if possible, please comment on what ever you want including myself but please leave out my family (If you have negative things to say)

That is all.
Thank you

For the past week, my life has been so great that I thought I was dreaming! I received a message from Pn.Somchit last week and she told me to tell all my friends that those with 10 points and above can go to nz! I was sooo happy when I read the message that I almost could not breathe. hehe. I am so glad that things are starting to turn out well for me! After a month of frustration and feeling lost, the good news gave me back my life in an instant! I don't have to worry so much about my future anymore except to study my ass off and get that degree I oh-so-want! :)

InsyaAllah if everything goes well ( I do hope! ) , I will be studying in Victoria University of Wellington early next year doing my degree in Bachelor of Education (Tesl) :)

Ever since the good news, my relationship with Wan has been great too! It's like, suddenly everything is just like when we first started dating. I guess the last month I have been a little bit cranky and distant, that's why our relationship was a bit sour. But things are O.K again now :)

Wan is coming home this 28th of September because he wants to celebrate my birthday with me! and I am so happy! It's been a longgggg time since the last time we went on a romantic dinner date. So, I am definitely looking forward to that! I wonder what he will get me for my birthday? hmmmm :-/

I guess that is all for now...but I will update soon! :)
Take care!

Oh yeah, KB, if you are reading this kan, I sangat sangat miss you! balik la jb so that we can pergi buka puasa sama2! :)

Oh and Shael, I hope to see you sangat-sangat because it's been ages since we last talk like we used to! I am sorry that I have been busy but InsyaAllah I hope to see you again!

As for my best friend Hidayah, I miss you too! I hope we can have one more last slumber party before I go... like old times!

Umm...my darlings! Shufaiha, Jo, Zaty... hope to see you guys soon! Kaklong asked ms rudi if we can come to college and sleepover kat asrama and she said yes! we can even eat the food kat ds! so marilah plan and go there one last time...lepas ni who knows when we can visit the teachers lagi kan? besides, i need a vacation with you guys lah... tido allson nak? hehe.

Woah.

woah. It has been ages since I wrote anything on this blog! but here I am again, back with an update and will probably be gone again for another month or two.

I will be updating the things that has been happening in my life for the past month according to topics.

1. On friendship

I miss my friends a lot, especially those who are making the effort to keep in touch with me! I can't wait to see them again soon! (i hope!) You see, I only appreciate friends who appreciate me as their friends.

2. On my love-life

Wan and I are fine. We've been getting along o-kay. We rarely argue anymore (but this is probably because of the lack of communication that we are having for the past few months) I think I am happy with the way things are between the two of us and I haven't been caring that much on where this relationship is heading anymore since I have more important stuff to think about.

3. On my studies

I am already half-way through my 6 month holiday. About what I will be doing next or where I will be studying, well, I don't know. For the first time in my life, I feel really lost. But I believe that God has something planned for me, I just have to figured out what it is. I will never let things like this put me down. I am going to keep my chin up, smile, and move forward. I hope I get the important call soon. Praying hard for it.

4. Life at home

I like the feeling of being at home again. I like spending time with my little sis even though she annoys me sometimes. I like the fact that I can read any book I want instead of the ones that I have to (for examination purposes). I love the fact that I can watch my favorite TV shows without being interrupted because I am home alone most of the time during the weekdays. So yeah, life at home has been great. I know I will be missing this life soon.

5. On other stuff

Truly and honestly, right now, I feel like going on a vacation with a few of my close friends that I can actually enjoy my time with, to a place that has a beach maybe? maybe we could stay at a resort or something? how nice would that be kan? but it won't be happening anytime soon since I am currently very very broke.

I guess that is all for now.
See you in a few months, I hope. Or maybe sooner!

I was tagged by Zatyness busuk :)

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Rules
1. Each player must post these rules first.
2. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. People who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
4. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
5. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

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My 8 random facts

1. I loveeeeee buah pelam.
2. I am always punctual. oklah, 9 times out of 10
3. I have a stuffed cat named Memel.
4. I don't eat sushi
5. I bought a new pair of shoes yesterday
6. I can only speak two languages
7. I still live with my parents
8. oh,my birthday is on the 30th of september so remember that. heheh

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Tagged!

okay i'm too lazy to find 8 ppl to tag. :(

I NEED TO CHANGE MYSELF

I am responsible for my own life and the choices i make.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER :)

Last night was kind of weird. I was already asleep and suddenly I received two messages from an unknown number. But the messages were very familiar. The way the person wrote the message was like how my bf always writes to me. So, immediately two things went into my mind :

1. is he cheating on me using another number for another girl but accidentally sent the messages to me?
2. what is he doing? half an hour ago he told me he has work to do so I left him alone.

So, I called him and I heard noises on the other line as if he was out somewhere NOT where he was supposed to be at. I asked him what was going on and he explained that he was at a friend's sister's birthday party eating KFC. I was pretty much confused because I thought he was supposed to be at home doing his work like he said he was. And then he explained that he WAS doing his work but then his friend invited him to this party and he didn't get a chance to tell me. And so I asked him, what about the messages? Turned out the messages were just a misunderstanding. The messages were in fact for me, but there was a failure during the sending process. So, when his friend borrowed his phone and put his sim card in my bf's phone, the messages were instantly sent and that explains the number.

So the conclusion is, he did not lie and he is not cheating. It was all just a big misunderstanding. :)

Anyway, he's coming back TODAY and I am uber excited :)

Salam everyone :)

Today I,
1. Did 8 minutes of Denise Austin's Fat Blasting Yoga.
2. Washed the porch

That's it.

Haha
My life is so pathetic.

Yesterday night I called my bf since he was super busy and I was too lazy to type messages. We talked for like 5 minutes. He told me he is coaching some students basketball every evening (well, until Thursday actually). The basics. And then he added that they are girls and are doing preparation to go to Mesir. Hehe. No wonder he was so semangat to take the offer from his lecturer to coach them. Haih. ;-p heheh.

I told Hidayah the other day that my bf's record is too clean that sometimes I wonder if he is very very good at hiding stuff or if he really is genuinely a nice guy? Well, I hope it's the latter. :) We've been together for a little more than two years and never once has he ever cheated on me. (Not that I want him to, jauhkan...)

oh, some weird spots ( dots? ) have been appearing on my upper right hand and also on my fingers. It doesn't itch or anything but it is scaring me. I don't know if it is my imagination or what but the spots/dots seem to multiply everyday! I need to see a doctor soon!

I guess that is all for today's update :)
Have a nice day everyone!

My Life...updated

Results are coming out next week
09.08.07
the date is so cantik, i wonder if it brings good luck or bad luck to me.
I don't really feel anything right now... I guess maybe because I still have a week left to worry about it. I hope things will go as planned. I don't know what I'll do if it doesn't.
Please do pray for me. I really need this. It really sucks seeing my friends already in their second year when I'm still not settled yet.

My sayang (hehehe...) is coming home this weekend. weeeheee! I'm excited because he's been very busy with Uni and we haven't had a chance to even talk. I don't blame him at all because when I was doing my A level, he was the one who had to put up with my crazy time table. :)

Oh, about the trip I had with my darlings. Well, it was really really fun and I am very sad that it's over. Took loads of pictures and I have uploaded some of them on my friendster. :) I ate a LOT during the whole trip and I am pretty sure I have gained at least 3 kgs. (Just what I need, more weight to lose!) haih. Some of the interesting food I ate was Kerabu Daging Mentah (yes it is really raw) and Nasi cendawan (because I don't eat mushrooms actually) and Puding DiRaja (I really like the jala emas and the sauce). I have so much to write about the whole trip that I don't know where to start!!! haih...but you guys can read about the trip on Zaty's blog www.zatyness.blogspot.com :)

I guess that's all for today's update after a long silence. hehe
:)

Ta for now.