I am finally home! I am really done with alevels! wiheee!
I've just finished unpacking so i'm really2 tired.
It feels so good to be home and getting to surf the internet again! ahhhh heaven!
will update this blog later ok.
:)

ta ta

wipeee
I'm half-way through my A2!!! 3 more papers to go and then I'm coming home!!!
yesterday was the toughest paper so far i think. Eventhough I am scared to see how I did, I'm still glad Sociology paper is over! Wipee!

Oh, I still haven't got my money yet. haih

How long does it take to process that freaking cheque???
I-NEED-THE-MONEY STUPID!
I just don't get THEM. They promised that we would get the money early April, and this is already the 4th week of April!!!
I need the money. I seriously need the money!
cube kau tak dapat gaji 4 bulan baru tau rase die camne! siotlah. geram tau ish geram geram
I know it's not that much to THEM but it is to me!
Lembab. That's exactly the word to describe them. LEMBAB.
Everyday pergi shopping/main golf/makan gaji buta. They never care about us. They only care when they need us. No wonder so many people cabut lari.
I've had enough of being patient!
Lembab people!

I'm so glad to be back home again! I reached JB around 4 p.m, took a cab and then went straight home :)

I did not tell Wan that I was coming home. It was my intention from the start to sort of surprise him. I made sure he was not planning to go anywhere this weekend. I made up a story about having classes until 4.30 pm when my class actually ended around 10 am today and I already bought the bus ticket the day before. It was hard keeping a secret from him because I am not used to lying (seriously). So, telling him I had classes when I did not was hard! I told him I will call him after "class". Luckily, I reached JB around the same time that my usual class ends. I texted him and asked if I could call him and he said okay. So, I called, using my house phone, and he was surprised indeed!

I'm planning to do a lot of studying at home and this time I'm going to make sure I do.

That's all from me today
:)
My head feels so much lighter now that I'm home. :)

MENTALLY EXHAUSTED
TIRED
ANNOYED
ANGRY

I am almost finish with my trial exam. Most of my friends are done with theirs because they don't have to repeat any papers. I still have one paper left : Literature paper 4. I don't want to think about that right now. The reason I am blogging right now is because I am trying to let out all the bad energy that is inside of me right now. I am mentally exhausted, I am tired, and very annoyed with a certain person that I shall not mention the name.

School has been very stressful lately. It is, after all, called the "intensive revision programme" (I.R.P). The purpose of this programme is to cram all 3 subjects into your head in one month. CRAZY. I was constantly tired, I slept a lot and I stopped jogging. The only subject that I enjoy doing is Math. Just Math. I'm getting better at Math if compared to last semester. Last semester I was getting D, E and U's for my math papers, now I can manage atleast a B or a high C. Literature is just hopeless. I can never excell in that subject. As for Sociology, it depends on how much I like the question. Out of the three questions that they ask in Sociology, the least I like is under the topic "Family". I just hope that somehow, I can manage to get at least 1A and 2B's for my Alevel. Please please please God let me get at least 1A and 2B's. :(

Oh, about the person that I am annoyed with. Hmm. I just wish I could make her disappear *pouf*. If only there was a way to get rid of her from my life. She annoys me so much that I feel like shooting myself on the head when ever she is around. *bam!*

Just 6 more weeks. Just 6 more weeks. And then I am done with this place.

Oh oh, before I forget, there is this certain teacher in school that I shall name as "Ms J". I think Ms J has mental problems. I don't know why she loves to make our lives miserable, and she doesn't even have to teach us to do that!

I don't know what else to write. I'll write more later.
Wish me luck.
I really need it.

Numbers

5 : zits that are on my face (atleast)

41 : days before my first Alevel paper

5 : days before trial exams

3 : subjects that I haven't finish studying

1 : person that I am really truly annoyed with

67 : days before I get out of here

7 : people that i really miss back home

10 : months before I get to go to NZ (which also depends on my exam result)

Forgotten

In my college, T.E.S.L has a whole different meaning to it. You see, in other Universities or Colleges around the world and in Malaysia, T.E.S.L stands for : Teaching in English as a Second Language. But here, in our beloved KMS, T.E.S.L actually stands for : Totally Excluded Socially in Life. Yes. It sucks being forgotten especially when you like this place. I can only think of four people who actually acknowlegde our existence here in KMS : Pn Muna, Ms Rudy, Pn Hamidah and Pn Nina. I can bet that not many people here can really truly say that they love KMS. I feel like I loving a person who does not love me back.

This is not the first time that we (the TESL batch 6) are being forgotten. We haven't been getting our monthly allowance since January (yes, JANUARY) and don't get me started on our book allowance. We were always being left out in speeches given by the Pengetua. And the latest one is, THEY FORGOT TO TELL US THEY'VE CHANGED THE DATES FOR OUT TRIAL EXAM TO NEXT WEEK! Urgh. I hate being forgotten.

I am going to be a future teacher?

I am going to be a future teacher?

I AM GOING TO BE A FUTURE TEACHER?

let me see, what are the characteristics that I have to become a teacher?

I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs ( so, I guess I can set a good example for my future students )

I am very punctual, seriously.

I love kids

I like English ( the language )

Hmm.. guess I am on the right track. hehe.

WE ARE GOING TO HAVE DINNER AT WINDMILL TONIGHT YIPEEE DE DOO.

sorry i haven't been updating. as usual, i've been busy with school. i'm pathetic, i know. You see, I am not popular, not hot, and i don't really mix a lot. I have 3 close friends in school, and my classmates, and that is basically it. I am in my room most of the time, either doing my homework, or chatting with friends, or sleep. yep. i am pathetic.

hmm. life has been miserable for me for the past few weeks. my exam is in 2 months (more or less) and i haven't finish studying yet. I hope some miracle will happen and somehow i will manage to get atleast 1A and 2B's for my alevels.

i don't have anything more to write. so ta for now.

The list

I am having a bad case of tummy-ache. and the worse part is, the thing won't come out!

Ok, now, on another topic,
My one week holiday is ending soon!!! Noooooooo! I am sooooo not looking forward to go back to Seremban! I just can't wait to finish my Alevel so that I can come home!

Anyway, this one week holiday is probably the most satisfying holiday ever ( I don't want it to end though ). Everything on my to-do-list has been checked. :) wipeee.

Here are the things on my list in no particular order :

Watch Mukhsin -done-
Go jogging -done-
Drive -done, a few times-
Go out with Wan -fri,sat,sun,mon,tues,wed-
Spend time with Nana -every single day :)-

There are other things on my list but I can't remember it right now. It doesn't matter because I've done it all.

Oh, ok, now I remember one more thing on the list : COOK! for Wan. Yep. did that.
and also changing my driving licence, no more P. Yipee.

I've done my math homework, halfway through sociology and will move on to WAOVW (Literature work) after I'm done with Sociology.

I going to buy a new pair of shoes tomorrow! for school! yipee. I think this is my 37th pair during my almost 2 years stay in KMS.

Hmm... Oh yeah, I finally get to talk to Dayah this morning. :) She is like the busiest girl on earth!!! But hearing her voice definitely made my day :) I miss her.

Umm... I think I should continue doing my homework now. Will write more soon :)