this is why i am sad
when i look into his eyes
i don't see it anymore
this is why i am sad
when i talk to him
immediately it turns into an argument
this is why i am sad
when i do something nice
he doesn't notice
this is why i am sad
i don't feel it anymore
this is why i am more upset
because i can't let him go
even if he says it's not working
i don't think i will ever be able
to say
"okay"
i'd...
be miserable without him
even if we do fight a lot lately
but
i
love him
despite everything
there isn't a moment
when he doesn't matter
to me
he is just
so
important that
i need him
when i am sad or happy or in between
i am weak
without him
but i am weaker
knowing he's here but he's not
emotionally
i am tired
of this whole thing
this whole game
i want the old times
i want the old him
the old me
the old us