I finally had the guts to get on the scale and weigh myself this morning. and the results were very much predicted by me. I weigh 65 kg. Yes. 65. A shocking number for me. The heaviest I have been before was 55 kg, and the lightest was 45 kg.
One thing I can say about this discovery is that it has made me more depressed and it makes me want to eat more.
I'm still not sure what I'm going to do... I will think about it later. Right now, I'm going to have my dinner

later