I wish I have another week with him!

I want to :

1. Go to It Roo with him and have chicken chop!
2. Have lunch at that gerai depan Esso kampung melayu! (Nasi Padang)
3. Makan nasi lemak + nasi ambang Mawar + the pisang goreng too!
4. Makan roti canai shamiera! Loads of them!
5. Minum kat Ojolaly
6. Makan nasi goreng istimewa Remaja!
7. Makan kacang pol near Bomba

I also want to

8. Go to the park with him
9. Go watch a movie together

and

10. Hang out at my place and just talk.

Hmm.

10 days left before I leave for Langkawi.

2 days left before Wan goes back to Shah Alam.

Now, what am I supposed to do with the remaining 8 days without him?

I've been so used to having him so close for the past month. Hungry? Call him and he'd pick me up and we'd go get something to eat. Need a new pair of shoes? Call him and he'd go shopping with me. Feeling miserable and lonely? Call him and he'd come by to keep me company. Can't sleep? Call him and he'd be there to talk.

But in two days, I cannot simply call him and expect him to come and pick me up like I always do. Yes, I can still call him in the middle of the night when I can't sleep but starting next week, he will start his classes and calling in the middle of the night is just inconsiderate.

Who is going to accompany me with my last minute shopping when I get back from Langkawi? Who is going to tell me what looks good on me and what does not? Who's going to eat claypot rice with me after this? It's not going to taste the same without him!

I know I sound like I depend on him for everything but it's not like that at all. I do have good friends, but they're all far away too... I can't call them to do all those stuff with me. And Hidayah is also going back to UM next week. :-(

I am going to miss him so much. I miss him right now. I wish I had a few more weeks with him... but I know it won't make it any easier when the time comes for us to say goodbye. I wish I can bring him with me in my suitcase. ;-)

I love you. I know I merajuk all the time and I always do things to annoy you, but I want you to know, I really do love you, a lot.

Take care sayang.

To A,

You took him away from me 3 years ago, and now he left you for... well, I don't really know for what. But he broke your heart just like you broke mine, when he told me he's leaving me for you. I am actually HAPPY that he left you. It was what I wanted and wished for ever since you got together with him. You knew he was happy with me, but you had to ruin it. You turned him into someone I no longer know. But guess what? I am okay now. I have found someone worth being with, someone who mended my broken heart and taught me to love again. But it still makes me smile when I think of how miserable and lonely you are now when I have someone who loves me still. Do not judge me, I am only human. You didn't care when I spent those nights crying, did you? I didn't think so too.

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To W,

Thank you.
You were there for me when I needed a friend, and that friendship turned into something beautiful, and I do not regret a thing. The decision that I made to be with you turned out to be the right one. 3 years have gone by, and we are still going strong. I love you!

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To H,

We have been the best of friends for almost 5 years now. I still get excited when ever I hear your voice on the other line. We have been through a lot together, but our friendship is still strong as ever. You are like a sister to me and I love you so much! You are always there for me, listening to my problems, lending me your shoulders to cry on. I hope I have been the same to you. I cannot imagine life without you.

Thank you for standing by me when I was at my lowest low, when people were saying bad things behind my back. Thank you for defending me, thank you for giving me strength. Thank you for everything. 4 years ago, when I lost almost all my friends (and the ones who claim to be my friends turned out to be backstabbers) and you stood by me, I knew you were a true friend.

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To S,Z and J,

The past two years were bearable because of the three of you. You guys are the best! I love you guys a lot! You guys were there for me when I was down and felt like I cannot make it. You guys gave me strength and helped me with my studies. I am so grateful that God gave me a chance to join the three of you there. I cannot wait for more adventures with the three of you! Even though we have only known each other for 2 years, I really feel like I've known you guys my whole life. Thank you for the great times we have spent with each other and I am hoping for more to come! :)

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To Y,

You were one of my biggest mistakes. But I am over it now. Selamat Pengantin Baru! I heard you are getting married. Even though you sort of almost ruined my life, you also sort of made me who I am today. So, in a way, thank you!

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To K,

I don't think you will ever change. Not now, not ever. So, I have nothing to say to you except "I hope you get what you deserved". You are definitely my biggest mistake.

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To E,

Leaving me for A and then telling me that you have feelings for me still (after 3 years) is just wrong. I am not that girl anymore. But thanks, it is nice to know that you admit of your mistakes. I wish you all the best.

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To K,

I am confused. Are we friends or are we back to being strangers?

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Yippy yea yea! why? I got my student visa!

I am the happiest girl on earth!
Thank you God!
Alhamdulillah.

I miss mak, ayah, nana! I miss nana! I miss nana!!!

I don't think there will be anymore updates until early February
I'm taking a short break. but I will be back soon with stories to tell :)

Bye!

My cat, rainbow

Meet Rainbow...my cat :)


Taking her nap...she sleeps a lot when she's not hungry... :)


Ok...die sedar I was taking her pictures...mula la die nak gedik.


Cute konon....



I want fooooood....


Pleaseee.....

I have a new friend, her name's rainbow :) She's a cat and she hangs around my house a lot :) Sometimes, she can be very very annoying especially when she's hungry. But I love her anyway because she's the one who's been making me smile lately :)

I made my boyfriend addicted to The Sims 2... Hahaha. At least now he understands why I spend hours and hours in front of my laptop! I have 3 more expansions packs to get! Nightlife, H&M fashion and Bon Voyage...but...I am not yet willing to spend my money on that, at least for now.

My dad already bought me my flight ticket to Langkawi...I'm going on the 5th...alone.

That's all.
Later

Oh yeah, I went out with Rye and Ateen last week. :) Ateen's got a new car! :)

:) True friends are forever

The past two days was fun! hehe!
Dayah came to my house yesterday lepak2 :) and then today, Azy and Ad came :) Lepak2 also. The original plan was for us to meet somewhere but then I asked them to come to my house. Why? Because it's easier for us to talk and catch up on things when we can sit in one place and just relax. (I am not the sort of person who is comfortable sitting in a cafe for hours and hours to talk, I like to do that at home...heheh) So they came around 2 p.m and went back around 7 pm :) 5 hours of non-stop talking. We had nasi ambang for lunch :)

Oh earlier this morning, I went out to have breakfast with Wan :) Shiannn sayang saya tu dah 3 hari tak jumpa. Hahaha. :)

Seeing Ad and Azy again was good :) They're my bestfriends back in SIGS and I'm glad that they still remember me even after not seeing each other for more than 2 years. Su and Fairuz couldn't join us but we are making plans to see each other again ( and the rest of the group ) during Hari Raya Haji :) I miss the old days :)

That's all for today :)
Happy sgt!

Don't mess with my time, thank you.

I just hate it when people promise to do something but they don't.
For instance, if you say you're going to call me "kejap lagi", then call me! Don't waste my time waiting for this "kejap lagi" that will never come! Your time may not be important to you, but mine is! It pisses me off, okay? And it pisses me even more when I find out that you are out somewhere, forgetting about this "kejap lagi" call that you promise you'd make! Urghh.

Those who are close to me would know how I am with "time". It's just one of the things you should never mess with me, my time!

Later

I went out with Nana and Wan today. :)

I didn't even know Wan was back in JB! He lied to me last night! He said he was going back today and I believed him! Today, when I was watching Desperate Housewives on Starworld, suddenly someone rang the bell, and it was him! Haihhh...

So, we went out for lunch, and then went to see a movie, "Balls of Fury" :)
Funny okay! I almost ran out of breath because I laughed too much! and Maggie Q is super hot! Make that super super super hot!

I think that's all for now.

Ta ta