See it from my eyes

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Sometimes, I wish life was like The Sims. If life gets too hard you can start over. Fresh. No one will ask you about the past. No one will question what you did and why you did it. You can delete things you don't like and keep the ones you do like. But life's not like that. No matter what, I have to live with my past, even if it is not a very nice one. I have to go on with life and try my best not to repeat the things that I did which I'm not proud of. And even if I become someone better, someone from the past will always be there to remind me every now and then of who I was then. And that makes it harder to move on and forget. Besides, I don't think a person can really change. I don't think I can change, even if I try. I can pretend to become someone I'm not, yes, that I can do. But really change? I've tried, trust me, I've tried. But somehow I seem to always go back to who I was then, even if I hate the person I was then.

Things you would never know without the delights of movies...

I got this at the back of a handout from my English class a while ago. I'm not sure where the lecturers got it from but I would like to share this with you guys :-)

Here are just some of my favorites:

When they are alone, all foreign military officers prefer to speak to each other in English.
If you decide to start dancing on the street, everyone you meet will know the steps.
If staying in a haunted house, women should investigate any strange noises in their most revealing underwear.
A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beating, but will wince when a woman tries to clean his wounds.
The Eiffel tower can be seen from any window in Paris.
In a war it is impossible to die unless you make the mistake of showing someone a picture of your sweetheart back home
It's easy for anyone to land a plane providing there is someone in the control tower to talk you down.
All beds have a special L-shaped cover sheets that reach up to the armpit level on a woman but only waist level on the man lying beside her.
It does not matter if you are outnumbered in a fight involving martial arts-your enemies will wait patiently to attack you one by one by dancing around in a threatening manner until you have knocked out their predecessors.
All grocery shopping bags contain atleast one stick of french bread.
Should you decide to defuse a bomb, don't worry which wire to cut. You will always choose the right one.
During all police investigations, it will be necessary to visit a strip club at least once.
Even when driving down a perfectly straight road, it is necessary to turn the steering wheel vigorously from left to right every few moments.
If you are blond and pretty, it is possible to become a world expert on nuclear fission at the age of 22.

:-) heheheheehe.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Stole this from Sue's blog. hehe. sorry sue, I was bored...

Name one person who always texts you and what can you say about him/her?

:~ none. haven't been using my handphone much over here. too expensive.

Do you think some people are born stupid?

:~ no

Name one negative thing about you?

:~ I let people hurt me and do nothing about it

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

:~ cooking! :)

Dances you wanted to learn?

:~ i don't know really... indian dance,maybe?

What was the last thing you bought?

:~ potatoes, chillies, bananas, broccoli

Do you talk a lot?

:~ i guess so. when I feel like it

Do you believe that love is blind?

:~ yes i guess if not i wouldn't have fallen in love with a bunch of jerks before this. when will i ever learn?

Where is your brother?

:~ in france

How was your day yesterday?

:~ it was....interesting.

What is the last ice cream flavor you had?

:~ vanilla

People describe you as?

:~ i have no idea

Do people think you’re crazy?

:~ i don't think so

Do you skip meals?

:~ sometimes. when i feel fat. hehehe

Do you consider yourself smart?

:~ YES! hehe

Are you typically a jolly person?

:~ yep

Name one enemy of yours

:~ can't think of any

Who’s the first person in your phonebook:

:~ abang

What did the last text message you received say?

:~ i don't think i should write down the message here. but it was from a friend wishing me luck for my paper this Thursday.

Do you go to gym?

:~ nope

Song playing at the moment:
:~anuar zain's "ketulusan hati"

How do you cope with stress?

:~ i sleep

Ever broken someone’s heart?

:~ maybe

What makes you happy?

:~ right now? my family & good friends.

What is the difference between the

last two people you saw?

:~ Izzaty & Peachy. Well, Zaty's into all things Japanese and Peachy's not? But I love them both and they make me happy when I'm around them :)

Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for somebody?

:~ Yes I do. come find me

Where is the next place you will travel to?

:~ Probably Malaysia...my home land

Why did you hug the last person you hug?

:~ who did I hug last? Oh oh it was Naj!

Have you ever worn the opposite sexes underwear?

:~ boxers yes. but I don't think of them as underwear.

Have you cried today at all?

:~ nope.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
:~ I was still sleeping

When was the last time you cried?

:~ 2 days ago when I was watching 27 dresses. I can't remember why I cried.

My favorite subject is?

:~ I don't have one right now

When was the last time you had a sleepover?

:~ hmm. early this year?

What is something you currently want?

:~ malaysian food.

One bad habit of mine is

:~ being too early

I'd break up with my boyfriend/ girlfriend right away if

:~ I see them together in bed. hehehe

If I were to get stuck in an elevator with someone, it would have to be

:~ my cute tutor

I really can't stand

:~ people who think it's ok to get annoyed with other people when they themselves are annoying.

Fill in the list of brands that u're using:

soap?

:~ johnson's baby

shampoo?

:~ pantene

conditioner?

:~ pantene

lotion?

:~ nivea

perfume?

:~ body shop

lipgloss?

:~ body shop

sun block?

:~ nivea

watch?

:~ bonia

handbags?

:~ Guess

mp3?

:~ i don't have one

pc/laptop?

:~ Dell

hp?

:~ nokia

clothes?

:~a mixture of Dorothy perkins, pagani, elle, MNG, etc

shoes?

:~ 2 pair of nikes and 3 shoes that I bought from the shoe warehouse

jeans?

:~ levi's, dorothy perkins

your own car?

:~ i don't have a car & I hate driving

compact powder & powder?

:~maybelline

facial wash?

:~felisa. hehe. it works for my face :)

lipstick?

:~ i don't really wear lipstick.

camera?

:~ olympus

purse/wallet?

:~ guess

favourite instant food?

:~ maggie kari

tea?

:~ EARL GREY with Bergamot!

coffee?

:~ nescafe

favourite choc?

:~ maltesers, whittakers, cadbury flake, ....

fav magazine?

:~ OK!

Made some egg curry + mixed vegetables? I'm full & happy now.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

The creepy side of me.

I've been watching the guy from the floor below me since March I think. I like to leave my curtain open at night and since my room is facing an office building, I can see clearly the reflection of any rooms below me on the windows of the office opposite me. This particular guy really likes to leave his curtain open at night, and every night I will look out my window and watch him. I like watching him. Right this moment he is cooking something, I can see him standing near the sink, probably slicing something, I don't know. I'm not sure if I have ever seen him in real life, if we have ever crossed paths before. I'm beginning to get really curious of the identity of this guy, who he really is, how he looks like. I can only see his figure, but I cannot make out his face. Oh mystery guy, who are you?

Friday, June 13, 2008

Just because...doesn't mean

Just because I didn't say anything, doesn't mean I'm not angry
Just because I let you, doesn't mean I like it
Just because I'm nice to you, doesn't mean that you can treat me like I have no feelings
Just because I've been quiet about it, doesn't mean I've forgotten