Sometimes, I wish life was like The Sims. If life gets too hard you can start over. Fresh. No one will ask you about the past. No one will question what you did and why you did it. You can delete things you don't like and keep the ones you do like. But life's not like that. No matter what, I have to live with my past, even if it is not a very nice one. I have to go on with life and try my best not to repeat the things that I did which I'm not proud of. And even if I become someone better, someone from the past will always be there to remind me every now and then of who I was then. And that makes it harder to move on and forget. Besides, I don't think a person can really change. I don't think I can change, even if I try. I can pretend to become someone I'm not, yes, that I can do. But really change? I've tried, trust me, I've tried. But somehow I seem to always go back to who I was then, even if I hate the person I was then.
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i want a re-start weapon; i wanna be Solid Snake. look him up kat wiki! Solid Snake!
er, i meant re-start 'button', not weapon, haha. i got guns in my head. solid snake!
So do I. How I wish life is that simple. Just push the re-start button and that's it. No regrets, no worries... But, we need these mistakes so that we learn. You live, you learn.
iqa,
personally, i think anyone can change, but not everybody will. but i think the most important thing is not whether you can change, but whether or not you should. because when the time comes (which may or may not be expected), you WILL change, sometimes without you even realising it.
just don't think too much about it... i love you just the way you are. i think you've experienced quite a lot of stuff which builds your character instead of tainting it. besides, everyone has flaws that 'needs changing', but without these flaws, it's not gonna be the same, y'know?
and as they say, if people can't accept you/they make you feel bad for what you've done in the past, then that's a surefire signal that they don't deserve to be in your present and future.
my 2 cents. :T
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