To A,

You took him away from me 3 years ago, and now he left you for... well, I don't really know for what. But he broke your heart just like you broke mine, when he told me he's leaving me for you. I am actually HAPPY that he left you. It was what I wanted and wished for ever since you got together with him. You knew he was happy with me, but you had to ruin it. You turned him into someone I no longer know. But guess what? I am okay now. I have found someone worth being with, someone who mended my broken heart and taught me to love again. But it still makes me smile when I think of how miserable and lonely you are now when I have someone who loves me still. Do not judge me, I am only human. You didn't care when I spent those nights crying, did you? I didn't think so too.

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To W,

Thank you.
You were there for me when I needed a friend, and that friendship turned into something beautiful, and I do not regret a thing. The decision that I made to be with you turned out to be the right one. 3 years have gone by, and we are still going strong. I love you!

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To H,

We have been the best of friends for almost 5 years now. I still get excited when ever I hear your voice on the other line. We have been through a lot together, but our friendship is still strong as ever. You are like a sister to me and I love you so much! You are always there for me, listening to my problems, lending me your shoulders to cry on. I hope I have been the same to you. I cannot imagine life without you.

Thank you for standing by me when I was at my lowest low, when people were saying bad things behind my back. Thank you for defending me, thank you for giving me strength. Thank you for everything. 4 years ago, when I lost almost all my friends (and the ones who claim to be my friends turned out to be backstabbers) and you stood by me, I knew you were a true friend.

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To S,Z and J,

The past two years were bearable because of the three of you. You guys are the best! I love you guys a lot! You guys were there for me when I was down and felt like I cannot make it. You guys gave me strength and helped me with my studies. I am so grateful that God gave me a chance to join the three of you there. I cannot wait for more adventures with the three of you! Even though we have only known each other for 2 years, I really feel like I've known you guys my whole life. Thank you for the great times we have spent with each other and I am hoping for more to come! :)

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To Y,

You were one of my biggest mistakes. But I am over it now. Selamat Pengantin Baru! I heard you are getting married. Even though you sort of almost ruined my life, you also sort of made me who I am today. So, in a way, thank you!

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To K,

I don't think you will ever change. Not now, not ever. So, I have nothing to say to you except "I hope you get what you deserved". You are definitely my biggest mistake.

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To E,

Leaving me for A and then telling me that you have feelings for me still (after 3 years) is just wrong. I am not that girl anymore. But thanks, it is nice to know that you admit of your mistakes. I wish you all the best.

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To K,

I am confused. Are we friends or are we back to being strangers?

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Yippy yea yea! why? I got my student visa!

I am the happiest girl on earth!
Thank you God!
Alhamdulillah.

I miss mak, ayah, nana! I miss nana! I miss nana!!!

I don't think there will be anymore updates until early February
I'm taking a short break. but I will be back soon with stories to tell :)

Bye!

My cat, rainbow

Meet Rainbow...my cat :)


Taking her nap...she sleeps a lot when she's not hungry... :)


Ok...die sedar I was taking her pictures...mula la die nak gedik.


Cute konon....



I want fooooood....


Pleaseee.....

I have a new friend, her name's rainbow :) She's a cat and she hangs around my house a lot :) Sometimes, she can be very very annoying especially when she's hungry. But I love her anyway because she's the one who's been making me smile lately :)

I made my boyfriend addicted to The Sims 2... Hahaha. At least now he understands why I spend hours and hours in front of my laptop! I have 3 more expansions packs to get! Nightlife, H&M fashion and Bon Voyage...but...I am not yet willing to spend my money on that, at least for now.

My dad already bought me my flight ticket to Langkawi...I'm going on the 5th...alone.

That's all.
Later

Oh yeah, I went out with Rye and Ateen last week. :) Ateen's got a new car! :)

:) True friends are forever

The past two days was fun! hehe!
Dayah came to my house yesterday lepak2 :) and then today, Azy and Ad came :) Lepak2 also. The original plan was for us to meet somewhere but then I asked them to come to my house. Why? Because it's easier for us to talk and catch up on things when we can sit in one place and just relax. (I am not the sort of person who is comfortable sitting in a cafe for hours and hours to talk, I like to do that at home...heheh) So they came around 2 p.m and went back around 7 pm :) 5 hours of non-stop talking. We had nasi ambang for lunch :)

Oh earlier this morning, I went out to have breakfast with Wan :) Shiannn sayang saya tu dah 3 hari tak jumpa. Hahaha. :)

Seeing Ad and Azy again was good :) They're my bestfriends back in SIGS and I'm glad that they still remember me even after not seeing each other for more than 2 years. Su and Fairuz couldn't join us but we are making plans to see each other again ( and the rest of the group ) during Hari Raya Haji :) I miss the old days :)

That's all for today :)
Happy sgt!

Don't mess with my time, thank you.

I just hate it when people promise to do something but they don't.
For instance, if you say you're going to call me "kejap lagi", then call me! Don't waste my time waiting for this "kejap lagi" that will never come! Your time may not be important to you, but mine is! It pisses me off, okay? And it pisses me even more when I find out that you are out somewhere, forgetting about this "kejap lagi" call that you promise you'd make! Urghh.

Those who are close to me would know how I am with "time". It's just one of the things you should never mess with me, my time!

Later

I went out with Nana and Wan today. :)

I didn't even know Wan was back in JB! He lied to me last night! He said he was going back today and I believed him! Today, when I was watching Desperate Housewives on Starworld, suddenly someone rang the bell, and it was him! Haihhh...

So, we went out for lunch, and then went to see a movie, "Balls of Fury" :)
Funny okay! I almost ran out of breath because I laughed too much! and Maggie Q is super hot! Make that super super super hot!

I think that's all for now.

Ta ta

Back in JB :)

hello. I'm back! :)

I had so much fun with my girls for the past four days even though the trip was undeniably tiring! :) We didn't get that much sleep, always rushing here and there, and before we know it, it was time to go home :(

I arrived in Seremban on Tuesday at about 2.30 pm. We (Wan and I) met Jo at T1 and we had lunch together. :) After lunch, Wan continued his journey to Shah Alam while Jo and I made our way to our college hostel. We met Zaty there who arrived half an hour earlier. The first room that they gave us was quite unlivable (2 beds=4 people?) and it was not very clean plus the way to the bathroom was locked and we would be the only people on that floor! So, we decided to check out the other empty rooms and found one that was perfect for us! A room for 3 people but with four beds! Since we weren't there to study or anything so it was more than fine!

Around 5.15, we went to T1 to pick up Kak Long and had our dinner. We also bought a few junk food in case anyone gets hungry :) We went back, and did a little bit of catching up with each other, went to see some junior girls and then went to bed :)





The next day, we made our way to KL by KTM. The first destination was MARA HQ, to get our contracts and stuff. I had no idea it was going to be six copies! We had to drag the contracts, the visa forms, the offer pack everywhere we go! After we got our stuff, we made our way to Selset in Subang Jaya. Thanks to Zaty, getting there was quite easy, but tiring! So, we saw Michael, handed all the necessary things needed for our visa, chatted for a bit, and said our goodbyes. Next destination? Midvalley! Kaklong wanted to buy a pair of jeans and I ended up buying a top too. Oh, Zaty bought this really nice bag!!! :) I like another one just like hers but in white I think...but money was tight so no bag for me! hehe.





We reached Seremban around 11 pm. Everyone was exhausted! I think I went straight to sleep after washing my face, feet and brushing my teeth. Penat! We woke up around 8.30-9.00 am the next day and paid a visit to our teachers. We were in college until 3 pm! Ms Azlina even treated us for lunch! Thank you!!!









After that we went back to the hostel and Jo, Kaklong and I took a nap while Zaty went to Wisma Pelajar. Around 5 pm, Kaklong woke us up because we had a date with some of the junior boys at the park near our college. All of them came! It was cute because they were not close to each other but they came because we invited them! :) It was fun hanging out with them. We had to return to the hostel around 6.45 pm because we had another date with Ms Muna that night. She took us out to dinner at Kenny Rogers, Jusco Seremban :) I was quite full because one of our juniors, Nazer, bought us cheeseburgers from McD! Thank you Nazer! You are so sweet! Before going back to the hostel, we bought the boys cheesecakes from Secret Recipe. We hung out for a little bit with them at the DS before going to Kak Zam's house (our warden). We chatted while watching the TV and around 12 am we decided to call it a day. We went back to our room and I basically went straight to sleep while the others continued talking about the day we had. :)

We had to wake up early on our last day there because Jo's bus was at 9.30 am and we promised that we would see Ms Rudi first (She said something about breakfast) So, we had breakfast with her, said our goodbyes to all the teachers (sangat sedih :( ) took our Alevel certificate from Ms Rudi and then went back to our hostel because it was time to go home. After everyone was ready, we called the cab, dropped Zaty at the KTM station, and then made our way to T1. Kaklong and I waited for Jo to get on her bus, and then at 10.30 am, I went into my bus, and around 11 am, Kaklong got into hers.

I reached JB around 1.30 pm, took a cab, and went straight home and straight to sleep. Hehe.

I will not be around from Tuesday until Friday. I'm going to see my darlings in Seremban/KL and we're going to have fun! Haha. I really really really miss you guys!

Bye bye