Friday, August 03, 2007
Last night was kind of weird. I was already asleep and suddenly I received two messages from an unknown number. But the messages were very familiar. The way the person wrote the message was like how my bf always writes to me. So, immediately two things went into my mind :
1. is he cheating on me using another number for another girl but accidentally sent the messages to me?
2. what is he doing? half an hour ago he told me he has work to do so I left him alone.
So, I called him and I heard noises on the other line as if he was out somewhere NOT where he was supposed to be at. I asked him what was going on and he explained that he was at a friend's sister's birthday party eating KFC. I was pretty much confused because I thought he was supposed to be at home doing his work like he said he was. And then he explained that he WAS doing his work but then his friend invited him to this party and he didn't get a chance to tell me. And so I asked him, what about the messages? Turned out the messages were just a misunderstanding. The messages were in fact for me, but there was a failure during the sending process. So, when his friend borrowed his phone and put his sim card in my bf's phone, the messages were instantly sent and that explains the number.
So the conclusion is, he did not lie and he is not cheating. It was all just a big misunderstanding. :)
Anyway, he's coming back TODAY and I am uber excited :)
1. is he cheating on me using another number for another girl but accidentally sent the messages to me?
2. what is he doing? half an hour ago he told me he has work to do so I left him alone.
So, I called him and I heard noises on the other line as if he was out somewhere NOT where he was supposed to be at. I asked him what was going on and he explained that he was at a friend's sister's birthday party eating KFC. I was pretty much confused because I thought he was supposed to be at home doing his work like he said he was. And then he explained that he WAS doing his work but then his friend invited him to this party and he didn't get a chance to tell me. And so I asked him, what about the messages? Turned out the messages were just a misunderstanding. The messages were in fact for me, but there was a failure during the sending process. So, when his friend borrowed his phone and put his sim card in my bf's phone, the messages were instantly sent and that explains the number.
So the conclusion is, he did not lie and he is not cheating. It was all just a big misunderstanding. :)
Anyway, he's coming back TODAY and I am uber excited :)
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Yesterday night I called my bf since he was super busy and I was too lazy to type messages. We talked for like 5 minutes. He told me he is coaching some students basketball every evening (well, until Thursday actually). The basics. And then he added that they are girls and are doing preparation to go to Mesir. Hehe. No wonder he was so semangat to take the offer from his lecturer to coach them. Haih. ;-p heheh.
I told Hidayah the other day that my bf's record is too clean that sometimes I wonder if he is very very good at hiding stuff or if he really is genuinely a nice guy? Well, I hope it's the latter. :) We've been together for a little more than two years and never once has he ever cheated on me. (Not that I want him to, jauhkan...)
oh, some weird spots ( dots? ) have been appearing on my upper right hand and also on my fingers. It doesn't itch or anything but it is scaring me. I don't know if it is my imagination or what but the spots/dots seem to multiply everyday! I need to see a doctor soon!
I guess that is all for today's update :)
Have a nice day everyone!
I told Hidayah the other day that my bf's record is too clean that sometimes I wonder if he is very very good at hiding stuff or if he really is genuinely a nice guy? Well, I hope it's the latter. :) We've been together for a little more than two years and never once has he ever cheated on me. (Not that I want him to, jauhkan...)
oh, some weird spots ( dots? ) have been appearing on my upper right hand and also on my fingers. It doesn't itch or anything but it is scaring me. I don't know if it is my imagination or what but the spots/dots seem to multiply everyday! I need to see a doctor soon!
I guess that is all for today's update :)
Have a nice day everyone!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
My Life...updated
Results are coming out next week
09.08.07
the date is so cantik, i wonder if it brings good luck or bad luck to me.
I don't really feel anything right now... I guess maybe because I still have a week left to worry about it. I hope things will go as planned. I don't know what I'll do if it doesn't.
Please do pray for me. I really need this. It really sucks seeing my friends already in their second year when I'm still not settled yet.
My sayang (hehehe...) is coming home this weekend. weeeheee! I'm excited because he's been very busy with Uni and we haven't had a chance to even talk. I don't blame him at all because when I was doing my A level, he was the one who had to put up with my crazy time table. :)
Oh, about the trip I had with my darlings. Well, it was really really fun and I am very sad that it's over. Took loads of pictures and I have uploaded some of them on my friendster. :) I ate a LOT during the whole trip and I am pretty sure I have gained at least 3 kgs. (Just what I need, more weight to lose!) haih. Some of the interesting food I ate was Kerabu Daging Mentah (yes it is really raw) and Nasi cendawan (because I don't eat mushrooms actually) and Puding DiRaja (I really like the jala emas and the sauce). I have so much to write about the whole trip that I don't know where to start!!! haih...but you guys can read about the trip on Zaty's blog www.zatyness.blogspot.com :)
I guess that's all for today's update after a long silence. hehe
:)
Ta for now.
09.08.07
the date is so cantik, i wonder if it brings good luck or bad luck to me.
I don't really feel anything right now... I guess maybe because I still have a week left to worry about it. I hope things will go as planned. I don't know what I'll do if it doesn't.
Please do pray for me. I really need this. It really sucks seeing my friends already in their second year when I'm still not settled yet.
My sayang (hehehe...) is coming home this weekend. weeeheee! I'm excited because he's been very busy with Uni and we haven't had a chance to even talk. I don't blame him at all because when I was doing my A level, he was the one who had to put up with my crazy time table. :)
Oh, about the trip I had with my darlings. Well, it was really really fun and I am very sad that it's over. Took loads of pictures and I have uploaded some of them on my friendster. :) I ate a LOT during the whole trip and I am pretty sure I have gained at least 3 kgs. (Just what I need, more weight to lose!) haih. Some of the interesting food I ate was Kerabu Daging Mentah (yes it is really raw) and Nasi cendawan (because I don't eat mushrooms actually) and Puding DiRaja (I really like the jala emas and the sauce). I have so much to write about the whole trip that I don't know where to start!!! haih...but you guys can read about the trip on Zaty's blog www.zatyness.blogspot.com :)
I guess that's all for today's update after a long silence. hehe
:)
Ta for now.
Friday, July 06, 2007
| You Are Pretty Happy |
 You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is! |
All men are not homeless, but some men are home less than others.
-- Henry Youngman
hehe
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Saturday, June 30, 2007
I did not choose to be 15 kgs heavier.
I am not happy when I wake up each morning to find myself bigger than yesterday.
It does not help that the people I am closest to pressures me about my weight.
I see myself everyday, how do you think I feel when I see my self, my body, in front of the mirror everyday? I could not fit into most of my clothes now. It hurts and it sucks. Especially when that one person that you want to be told that you are beautiful says you are fat. Well, he did not exactly uttered the word "fat" but you just get it.
Yes, I will never be as pretty and as hot as that girl you used to love, but I do love you with all my heart, is that not enough?
Maybe part of the reason I can't seem to lose weight is because I know that is what YOU want. Weight was never a big issue for me but it was after meeting you that I gained the 15 kgs that I now need to lose.
And please stop giving me those stupid lame reasons on why I should lose weight. It's all bull.
I think deep inside, you are just embarrass that I am not as fit as your friends' girlfriends. Those long sexy legs with a hot body and a pretty face that you wish I had... well, that's not going to happen so you better snap out of your dream.
Just take me as I am, okay? Maybe if you stop wanting so much, I might just return to my normal size.
I am not happy when I wake up each morning to find myself bigger than yesterday.
It does not help that the people I am closest to pressures me about my weight.
I see myself everyday, how do you think I feel when I see my self, my body, in front of the mirror everyday? I could not fit into most of my clothes now. It hurts and it sucks. Especially when that one person that you want to be told that you are beautiful says you are fat. Well, he did not exactly uttered the word "fat" but you just get it.
Yes, I will never be as pretty and as hot as that girl you used to love, but I do love you with all my heart, is that not enough?
Maybe part of the reason I can't seem to lose weight is because I know that is what YOU want. Weight was never a big issue for me but it was after meeting you that I gained the 15 kgs that I now need to lose.
And please stop giving me those stupid lame reasons on why I should lose weight. It's all bull.
I think deep inside, you are just embarrass that I am not as fit as your friends' girlfriends. Those long sexy legs with a hot body and a pretty face that you wish I had... well, that's not going to happen so you better snap out of your dream.
Just take me as I am, okay? Maybe if you stop wanting so much, I might just return to my normal size.
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