Half way through my holiday and I still haven't done anything productive yet.
Hehehee.
I'm going to read sociology...err...soon.
Wan is going back on Sunday, and we won't be seeing each other until I don't know how long. Arau is too far away and it's impossible for me to go up there... The only way to see each other is if he comes to visit me in Seremban or we both meet up in KL. (Which is not going to happen that often)
If a guy says he's going to wait for you, will he really wait for you? (No, I am not talking about Wan)
I miss my dayah so so much! I got great news from her, she's coming back this Friday!!! ;-) I can't wait to see her! Besides, this is the only chance for Wan to meet my bestfriend!
PLEASE LET ME GET ATLEAST 12 POINTS!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! I don't want to go to prep at night....... no no.... I promise I'll study harder... promise....
Sunday, December 18, 2005
I have zero respect for people who take pictures of their boobs and put it on friendster. It disgusts me so much. I mean, what do they want to achieve? What do they get from doing that? Please, find other ways to attract attention. I can still tolerate some cam whores...but not this kind.
I saw this girl's friendster page, she studies in IIUM, and her page is full of her cam-whoring. Friendster has a limit of 50 pictures that you can upload, and she uploaded about 40-something photos of her ; 90% of it are of her face and boobs, and her kissing her boyfriend.I mean, yes, you can have a boyfriend (there is nothing wrong with that) but you don't have to show the whole world (or the people on friendster) what you do with your boyfriend. I am not that religious but I still think what you are doing is wrong. Besides, no one is going to want you after you break up with that a**hole (which i think you will, sorry)
Oh and who needs to see your picture after you took a refreshing shower? PUT ON SOME CLOTHES FIRST!
hmm.and there is also this one girl's blog...and her blog is also full of boob shots, and kissing her boyfriend.(If you want to kiss your boyfriend, keep it private) and we do not want to see your boobs thank you. She's even proud about it... (you have to read the blog) oh and she's not an ordinary person, she's from kerabat-kerabat... malu kan?
Take decent photos... you can camwhore all you want, but put on some clothes first.
I saw this girl's friendster page, she studies in IIUM, and her page is full of her cam-whoring. Friendster has a limit of 50 pictures that you can upload, and she uploaded about 40-something photos of her ; 90% of it are of her face and boobs, and her kissing her boyfriend.I mean, yes, you can have a boyfriend (there is nothing wrong with that) but you don't have to show the whole world (or the people on friendster) what you do with your boyfriend. I am not that religious but I still think what you are doing is wrong. Besides, no one is going to want you after you break up with that a**hole (which i think you will, sorry)
Oh and who needs to see your picture after you took a refreshing shower? PUT ON SOME CLOTHES FIRST!
hmm.and there is also this one girl's blog...and her blog is also full of boob shots, and kissing her boyfriend.(If you want to kiss your boyfriend, keep it private) and we do not want to see your boobs thank you. She's even proud about it... (you have to read the blog) oh and she's not an ordinary person, she's from kerabat-kerabat... malu kan?
Take decent photos... you can camwhore all you want, but put on some clothes first.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
The thought of being far away from him soon really hurts. I want to cry, but there are no tears, but I could feel the pain as if a sharp knife is being stabbed right in the middle of my heart many-many times. Still, no tears. I just don't see the point of crying and counting the days left of having him near me. He's going sooner or later and there is no way I can stop him.
We've had a wonderful 8 months together (and looking forward to many more years to come) I will never forget those evening walks at the park, lovely dinners, eating ice cream in the car, riding rollercoasters together... I'm going to miss all that so much.
I love you. I will always love you.
I hope the saying that "absence makes the heart grow fonder" is true. Well, we'll see.
We've had a wonderful 8 months together (and looking forward to many more years to come) I will never forget those evening walks at the park, lovely dinners, eating ice cream in the car, riding rollercoasters together... I'm going to miss all that so much.
I love you. I will always love you.
I hope the saying that "absence makes the heart grow fonder" is true. Well, we'll see.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Monday, November 07, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
6 months
6 wonderful months, full of ups and downs, tears, laughter
I would go through those six months over and over again if I have to.
We fight a lot, but we love each other more...
I first met him 8 months ago...15 march 2005.
Before this, I only knew him as "one of my brother's friends" and we had never talked to each other. He added me as his friend on friendster one day, and he sent me messages. We got to know each other a bit through friendster. :-) and that was all.
We stopped messaging each other after a while and lost contact. Until a few months later after my SPM when he sent me another message asking how I was doing. I was quite close to two of his friends so one day my friend bought me a dvd that I wanted and sent it to my house, he was in the car. That was the first time I ever saw him.
I wasn't wearing my glasses so I couldn't really see him. :-(
15 March 2005, I went out with his other friend and he came along. :-) we went to see Sepet. There were two guys and I'm the only girl, so I sat in the middle. :-)
We had lunch after that. It was really fun. He was very shy and did not talk much. I thought he wasn't interested. I was the one who asked for his number :-) I never called him...I didn't think he was interested so I just let it go. One night he texted me and asked what I was doing. It was 11 pm I think, and I was half asleep. I told him I was sleeping so he said sorry and asked me to continue sleeping. And that was it. He thought that I wasn't interested, and I thought that he wasn't interested.
One day, one of our friends asked me to join him for lunch. I didn't know that he was going to be there as well. So, the three of us had lunch at Vivo. He was so quiet and I did most of the talking. He just listened. We only met twice and that day, I FINISHED his piece of chicken. Until today, I still cannot believe I did that. :-(
A few days later, I was checking my friendster account when I got a message from him. He asked me if I was online and I said yes. I told him to sign in to YM so that we could chat. He did and we chatted online for a few hours. :-) He told me he was planning to go jogging that weekend and was wondering if I would like to join him. I said yes. We also talked on a phone a few times after that, and usually until 3 am in the morning :-)
The weekend finally came at last, he was going to pick me up at my house at 5.30 pm that day. I prayed that it wouldn't rain that day because I wanted to meet him again so bad. So we went jogging that day, (I was more like walking I think) and we got to know each other better. :-) We went to see another movie (this time just the two of us) "Tentang Dia". That was the first time I got home so late and my mum wasn't even mad. :-) We had a lot of fun that day. :-)
The next weekend I was quite busy with two interviews that I had to attend. One was in KL and the other in JB. We didn't text each other at all that week. I did sort of miss him a bit. It was only the night before my interview in KL that he sent me a sms wishing me luck. I told him I was so nervous but he said not to worry and that everything was going to be just fine. The interview went so well, I couldn't wait to go home and tell him all about it! But I couldn't find the time to call him because I had another interview two days after the first interview. The second interview was just "okay". I called him right after I reached home and we talked for hours. :-) I was so happy to have someone to listen to my stories.
We went to jogging again the weekend (6 May 2005) after my interviews. :-) He bought me two milo canned drinks ( I told him I was addicted to milo) It was the sweetest thing ever. I couldn't believe he still remembered things I told him. Before sending me home, we cooled down outside the car, we talked, we joked, we laughed. He asked me to stand next to him because he wanted to tell me something. But he didn't tell me, not until that night. He sent me a text saying that he misses me and that he's falling in love with me and didn't know what to do. I was so happy he said that cause I've been thinking about him a lot for the past few weeks and I was falling in love with him too. :-) and six months later, we're still together...
Still together
Still going strong
:-)
Thanks for everything dear, I'm so happy to be urs.
6 wonderful months, full of ups and downs, tears, laughter
I would go through those six months over and over again if I have to.
We fight a lot, but we love each other more...
I first met him 8 months ago...15 march 2005.
Before this, I only knew him as "one of my brother's friends" and we had never talked to each other. He added me as his friend on friendster one day, and he sent me messages. We got to know each other a bit through friendster. :-) and that was all.
We stopped messaging each other after a while and lost contact. Until a few months later after my SPM when he sent me another message asking how I was doing. I was quite close to two of his friends so one day my friend bought me a dvd that I wanted and sent it to my house, he was in the car. That was the first time I ever saw him.
I wasn't wearing my glasses so I couldn't really see him. :-(
15 March 2005, I went out with his other friend and he came along. :-) we went to see Sepet. There were two guys and I'm the only girl, so I sat in the middle. :-)
We had lunch after that. It was really fun. He was very shy and did not talk much. I thought he wasn't interested. I was the one who asked for his number :-) I never called him...I didn't think he was interested so I just let it go. One night he texted me and asked what I was doing. It was 11 pm I think, and I was half asleep. I told him I was sleeping so he said sorry and asked me to continue sleeping. And that was it. He thought that I wasn't interested, and I thought that he wasn't interested.
One day, one of our friends asked me to join him for lunch. I didn't know that he was going to be there as well. So, the three of us had lunch at Vivo. He was so quiet and I did most of the talking. He just listened. We only met twice and that day, I FINISHED his piece of chicken. Until today, I still cannot believe I did that. :-(
A few days later, I was checking my friendster account when I got a message from him. He asked me if I was online and I said yes. I told him to sign in to YM so that we could chat. He did and we chatted online for a few hours. :-) He told me he was planning to go jogging that weekend and was wondering if I would like to join him. I said yes. We also talked on a phone a few times after that, and usually until 3 am in the morning :-)
The weekend finally came at last, he was going to pick me up at my house at 5.30 pm that day. I prayed that it wouldn't rain that day because I wanted to meet him again so bad. So we went jogging that day, (I was more like walking I think) and we got to know each other better. :-) We went to see another movie (this time just the two of us) "Tentang Dia". That was the first time I got home so late and my mum wasn't even mad. :-) We had a lot of fun that day. :-)
The next weekend I was quite busy with two interviews that I had to attend. One was in KL and the other in JB. We didn't text each other at all that week. I did sort of miss him a bit. It was only the night before my interview in KL that he sent me a sms wishing me luck. I told him I was so nervous but he said not to worry and that everything was going to be just fine. The interview went so well, I couldn't wait to go home and tell him all about it! But I couldn't find the time to call him because I had another interview two days after the first interview. The second interview was just "okay". I called him right after I reached home and we talked for hours. :-) I was so happy to have someone to listen to my stories.
We went to jogging again the weekend (6 May 2005) after my interviews. :-) He bought me two milo canned drinks ( I told him I was addicted to milo) It was the sweetest thing ever. I couldn't believe he still remembered things I told him. Before sending me home, we cooled down outside the car, we talked, we joked, we laughed. He asked me to stand next to him because he wanted to tell me something. But he didn't tell me, not until that night. He sent me a text saying that he misses me and that he's falling in love with me and didn't know what to do. I was so happy he said that cause I've been thinking about him a lot for the past few weeks and I was falling in love with him too. :-) and six months later, we're still together...
Still together
Still going strong
:-)
Thanks for everything dear, I'm so happy to be urs.
JUST PHOTOS.
I don't know what to write so I decided to show photos instead... Enjoy
"Beautiful Blue Eyes"
A cat gave birth to these beautiful kittens at the back of my house early this year... they were so scared when I took this picture... :-( two of them died :-(
this was taken on my sister's birthday I think. We went out with some of her friends to celebrate her birthday. It was fun :-)
Taken yesterday...I was bored waiting for my other friend in the fitting room. So, decided to take some pictures while we waited. This picture is actually the reflection of us on the mirror...The girl in red shirt is Suraya, one of my closest friends back in SIGS.
Azy...after she was done trying out some clothes. :-)
Hidayah... highschool years :-) good old times.
I don't know what to write so I decided to show photos instead... Enjoy
"Beautiful Blue Eyes"
A cat gave birth to these beautiful kittens at the back of my house early this year... they were so scared when I took this picture... :-( two of them died :-(
this was taken on my sister's birthday I think. We went out with some of her friends to celebrate her birthday. It was fun :-)
Taken yesterday...I was bored waiting for my other friend in the fitting room. So, decided to take some pictures while we waited. This picture is actually the reflection of us on the mirror...The girl in red shirt is Suraya, one of my closest friends back in SIGS.
Azy...after she was done trying out some clothes. :-)
Hidayah... highschool years :-) good old times.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri everyone
Well, to tell you the truth, I don't feel like celebrating "hari raya" at all this year. Ayong and Abang will not be here to celebrate the first day of raya with us. :-( Dulu,semangat nak celebrate raya because ramai cousins kat kampung. Now, semua dah/nak cabut study overseas. My sister pun dah kahwin and ofcourse she will be celebrating the first day of raya at her mother in law's house.
This year, my family and I balik kampung only on the second day of raya...this year pun if i'm not mistaken, only my mak ngah yang balik kampung on the first day. 10 years ago, kampung used to be so kecoh with sepupu2 yang bising, makcik pakcik sembang2...now, sepupu2 semua dah besar2, and 2 of them dah blaja overseas, and another two insyaAllah akan fly soon. (This is what happens when you don't have that many cousins)
And to make it worse, bukan dapat celebrate with my bf pun. Entah2 tak sempat? cuti tinggal sikit...
Right now I feel like i'm losing him. No, we're not having a fight. It's just me. Nothing he does makes me happy anymore. I don't know who's fault it is but I don't like it. I want us to be like we were 6 months ago.
I'm too depressed to write more right now.
later.
Well, to tell you the truth, I don't feel like celebrating "hari raya" at all this year. Ayong and Abang will not be here to celebrate the first day of raya with us. :-( Dulu,semangat nak celebrate raya because ramai cousins kat kampung. Now, semua dah/nak cabut study overseas. My sister pun dah kahwin and ofcourse she will be celebrating the first day of raya at her mother in law's house.
This year, my family and I balik kampung only on the second day of raya...this year pun if i'm not mistaken, only my mak ngah yang balik kampung on the first day. 10 years ago, kampung used to be so kecoh with sepupu2 yang bising, makcik pakcik sembang2...now, sepupu2 semua dah besar2, and 2 of them dah blaja overseas, and another two insyaAllah akan fly soon. (This is what happens when you don't have that many cousins)
And to make it worse, bukan dapat celebrate with my bf pun. Entah2 tak sempat? cuti tinggal sikit...
Right now I feel like i'm losing him. No, we're not having a fight. It's just me. Nothing he does makes me happy anymore. I don't know who's fault it is but I don't like it. I want us to be like we were 6 months ago.
I'm too depressed to write more right now.
later.
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