The thought of being far away from him soon really hurts. I want to cry, but there are no tears, but I could feel the pain as if a sharp knife is being stabbed right in the middle of my heart many-many times. Still, no tears. I just don't see the point of crying and counting the days left of having him near me. He's going sooner or later and there is no way I can stop him.

We've had a wonderful 8 months together (and looking forward to many more years to come) I will never forget those evening walks at the park, lovely dinners, eating ice cream in the car, riding rollercoasters together... I'm going to miss all that so much.

I love you. I will always love you.

I hope the saying that "absence makes the heart grow fonder" is true. Well, we'll see.