a girl

There is this girl...we've been friends for like...almost 5 years now. She used to be a big fan of Britney, and she used to hate Christina Aguilera. She used to have her own Britney Spears site, and ofcourse an anti-christina-aguilera site too. Anyone who thinks Britney is bad, a slut, has breast implants were her enemies. Well, that was five years ago, I don't think she's a fan of Britney anymore.
She is so fun to be with, always have something new to do, she's exciting. I've never met anyone like her. She's the coolest person I've ever met, she doesn't care what people think of her. We used to be so close, used to talk on the phone everynight, gossiping about people. I used to look forward to these phone calls. Oh, she used to love to drink coke, but a few years ago she gave up drinking carbonate-water.
She went to a boarding school in form 4, and I went to another school too, but we still kept in touch with each other. She would send me letters, cards, and sometimes when she's home she would come visit me. We would hang out either at the mall or at my house. I still keep the cards and letters she sent me, sometimes I read it when I think of her.
We're still friends, but we're not that close anymore. I don't know what happened, we just stopped being bestfriends...for no reason. (or maybe there is a reason, I don't know) There are no more late night phone calls, no more emails, no more outings together...I really miss her...a lot. I'm not writing this because I hope she reads it and somehow things will go back like it used to, no, that's not why I'm writing this. I just what her to know that eventhough we're no longer "bestfriends" anymore, I still want her to know that she means a lot to me. I know I did things that may hurt her feelings and I just want her to know that I'm sorry, I really am.