Manners
It’s so hard to find people with manners these days.
I have a friend who loves to say the F word so much that I think she says it to make her sentences interesting.
I have another friend who loves to eat off people’s plate that I’d lose my appetite every time I eat with her.
I realized that most of KMS students find it so hard to at least rinse their plates before giving it to the lady who washes it for us.
I realized some teachers feel so superior (or something like that) that they find it so hard to move the muscles on their face to form a smile.
I have friends who are so irresponsible that they don’t care about breaking the rules and ruining their own future.
I just hope they will learn some manners and change their attitude a bit!
Friday, November 10, 2006
sometimes I just don't get those people who complain too much about their lives. hey, I've got problems too,but I DEAL with it. These people seem to complain about everything,- from parents to friends to boyfriends to food to rules. Nothing is right in their lives. Why can't they just for once, stop and think, and look at themselves before blaming other people for their misfortunes.
I don't think they realize how lucky they actually are. It's not every day that some organization would grant you a scholarship which millions of students are dying to get. It's not everyday that people actually see that you are worth something and believe in you enough to give you this scholarship. I wish they would just open their huge eyes and see how lucky they are! I know things seem hard now, but I believe that it's all going to be worth it when we get there. I can just imagine the huge smile on our faces when we complete this journey.
I know that what we're getting now is not that much, but I am still thankful that they are supporting my studies so that my parents will not have to worry about my education anymore. And I also know that this place is not exactly what I could call "Home", but it's not THAT bad. Sure the food is sometimes a bit icky, but it is still edible. I've been here for almost a year and I've never had any food poisoning before. Atleast I try to look at the positive side of things. I'm so glad I have my friends here, they make everything seem less hard.
But some people here, well, I think they just have problems. They need to see a shrink or something. They're not even trying to atleast see that things are not as bad as they think. (How can they, when they go back every chance they can) I used to dislike this place too, and I went home every chance I get, until I realize that I wasn't even trying to get to know this place. So, I started staying here during weekends. That's when I discover that this place can be fun if I want to make it fun. My friends and I sort of have a routine here, we watch movies every friday night, or go out somewhere, or we have our "theme night" (which I am not going to explain further because it's kind of personal) , or we just watch Tv and talk. (hey, it's not as boring as it sounds) I got to know them (and myself) better. I started to like this place bit by bit. And I seriously think I am going to miss this place so much when I leave next june.
I hope they will change one day. I'm really praying hard for that.
I don't think they realize how lucky they actually are. It's not every day that some organization would grant you a scholarship which millions of students are dying to get. It's not everyday that people actually see that you are worth something and believe in you enough to give you this scholarship. I wish they would just open their huge eyes and see how lucky they are! I know things seem hard now, but I believe that it's all going to be worth it when we get there. I can just imagine the huge smile on our faces when we complete this journey.
I know that what we're getting now is not that much, but I am still thankful that they are supporting my studies so that my parents will not have to worry about my education anymore. And I also know that this place is not exactly what I could call "Home", but it's not THAT bad. Sure the food is sometimes a bit icky, but it is still edible. I've been here for almost a year and I've never had any food poisoning before. Atleast I try to look at the positive side of things. I'm so glad I have my friends here, they make everything seem less hard.
But some people here, well, I think they just have problems. They need to see a shrink or something. They're not even trying to atleast see that things are not as bad as they think. (How can they, when they go back every chance they can) I used to dislike this place too, and I went home every chance I get, until I realize that I wasn't even trying to get to know this place. So, I started staying here during weekends. That's when I discover that this place can be fun if I want to make it fun. My friends and I sort of have a routine here, we watch movies every friday night, or go out somewhere, or we have our "theme night" (which I am not going to explain further because it's kind of personal) , or we just watch Tv and talk. (hey, it's not as boring as it sounds) I got to know them (and myself) better. I started to like this place bit by bit. And I seriously think I am going to miss this place so much when I leave next june.
I hope they will change one day. I'm really praying hard for that.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Raya in Perak
She's hungry...
Charlie's Angels?
Mum and Dad
Ayah Lang
Makan time
cousins
Mak, Nana, Abg epin, Ayong
Last day
Cutie
Comels
Raya in Jb
Fat me. and adik
Mum and Dad. they look so sweet together :)
Family (Abang's not in the pic :( )
Married ppl
Hehe
:)
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Raya Fever
Pictures from the first day of hari raya :
*Wan and I (wan's having a fever, but he still came to see me)
Boys are seriously hard to handle, they love monkeying around!
Hmm...
After asking them to behave...heheh.
Wan, Epul, Tebu
Err...self explanatory...
*Wan and I (wan's having a fever, but he still came to see me)
Boys are seriously hard to handle, they love monkeying around!
Hmm...
After asking them to behave...heheh.
Wan, Epul, Tebu
Err...self explanatory...
Monday, October 23, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
I gave him a simple task today, really simple : plan a romantic dinner for just the two of us.
Why? Well, because after knowing him for more than one year (1 year and 7 months to be precise), I realised that we (or rather he) rarely plan something nice for us when we go out. The last time I remember him taking me out on a special dinner was 1 year and 7 months ago before I was leaving for matriculation. Other dinners were ...normal.
I hate normal dinners. I feel like I'm one of his friends...I want to feel SPECIAL
I hope he's planning something nice for me now, or else I might sulk for the whole week, or probably the whole month of Raya.
I don't get to see him everyday, okay? So, excuse me for being a bit ngada-ngada.
I get jealous when he seems to always have time for his friends (and money) but whenever it comes to me, he lacks both of those things.
So right now, I'm waiting for his call.
Later
Why? Well, because after knowing him for more than one year (1 year and 7 months to be precise), I realised that we (or rather he) rarely plan something nice for us when we go out. The last time I remember him taking me out on a special dinner was 1 year and 7 months ago before I was leaving for matriculation. Other dinners were ...normal.
I hate normal dinners. I feel like I'm one of his friends...I want to feel SPECIAL
I hope he's planning something nice for me now, or else I might sulk for the whole week, or probably the whole month of Raya.
I don't get to see him everyday, okay? So, excuse me for being a bit ngada-ngada.
I get jealous when he seems to always have time for his friends (and money) but whenever it comes to me, he lacks both of those things.
So right now, I'm waiting for his call.
Later
Just some random pictures
Happy Birthday Nurin!!! (22.10)
Shades 8-)
*My favourite guy*
Sis and I, Langkawi, some time last year
Airport Senai, my family
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