For him

Wan took me to JPJ to renew my driving licence :) At last, I don't have to use P anymore!! (haha. as if I'm going to drive that much pun)

I am so glad that Wan was with me today. I mean, I am very clueless when it comes to these things (paying bills, renewing things, waiting in line, filling forms), so, when I reached JPJ today, I was so grateful to God that Wan is the one with me. I don't want to trouble my dad with these things because I know he has a lot of other important stuff to do than renewing my driving licence. Anyway, I went there, clueless, I asked Wan to get me a number (again, scared and clueless) and then the person who handed Wan the number asked him to photocopy my IC and P driving licence. Wan handed me the form and asked me to fill it while he photocopied my IC and P driving licence. Me (clueless) became more clueless when he left me with a form in my hand with no PEN! I panicked a bit at first but then I spotted a pen on a table next to the table where we got our number. I went there, I looked at the form and again I became CLUELESS. Oh my god how hard could it be to fill a stupid form? So I read the instructions at the back of the form and tried filling what ever that I know (my heart was beating fast because Wan was no where to be found!). After filling like 50% of the form, Nana (my lil sis) and I, began to scan for Wan but we couldn't spot him anywhere. So we went downstairs but still no sign of him. Nana suggested that we wait for him upstairs where he left us so we did. A few minutes later, Wan came, sweating, as if he just ran a 5 km marathon or something. I felt bad for letting him photocopy my stuff when I was the one who was supposed to do all this (it's my driving licence after all). Anyway, I told him I haven't finish filling the form. (I could see the disappointment on his face, I mean, come on, he just ran around looking for a photocopy machine and I can't even fill a stupid form?) He took the form from my hands and took me to the table where the pen was, and told me what to put in the blanks. After that, we waited for our turn. Our turn came, and 1 minute later, I got my driving licence! Weeee!

I don't know what I'd do without him. Seriously. It's not easy to find a guy like him these days. I mean, he can basically do anything. He's a very practical person! And he's smart too. Sometimes I feel very small next to him (not physically). I used to think I'm better than him (I know, that wasn't right) because my academic results are better than him. Boy, was I wrong! He is actually smarter than me! In many ways!

I wouldn't want to trade him with anyone/anything. He is so special. :) I've learned many things from him. Especially the skills needed to survive in this world. He taught me to be independent. He told me not to be such a spoilt bratt. I think I appreciate my parents more because of him. I realised what my parents have to go through to raise me and my siblings. Sometimes I feel like I never appreciate them enough. When I see how he is around his family, I can't help but smile. I know this is the kind of person I want to be with. We've been through a lot together, we've learned a lot of things, and I don't regret my choice to be with him. I can truly say that he's the best thing that's ever happened to me. :)

When Boredom turns to survey, it ends like this...

1. Whose picture is it that you keep in
your wallet?
- Wan and myself.

2. What time do you usually go to bed?
-11.00 pm. or 10.30 if i'm too tired. yep. I go to sleep very early.

3. What was the last thing you did
before filling this survey?
- I had dinner

4. Who are the people you always meet
the most?
- Ok, since this is the school holiday, I would have to say Wan. I've been seeing him like 5 days straight. But, if i'm in Seremban, i'd say my close friends (zaty, jo, kl)

5. Who's the person you're gonna call
if you need help?
- My dad.

6. What's on your mind right now?
- my homework

7. Who's number on your speed dials?
- I don't know... I've never checked

8. With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
- The three girls (KL, Jo, Zaty), Hidayah, Wan, and family. with them, my life is complete

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
- Mukhsin again and again and again

10. When was the last time you went
out?
- today. with nana and wan. Haha.

11. Who do you hate the most for now?
- I know the answer to this! definitely this one person who his neck is supposed to be broken by now

12. When was the first time you slept
alone?
- umm...right after my bro kicked me out from OUR room. which was when i was around 9 i think?

13. What do you wanna do for now?
- TESL?

14. What do you do everyday besides eat
and sleep?
- talk on the phone and watch tv oh and cook

15. What could piss you off?
- hmm... a lot of things. to lazy to list it all down

16. are you a animal lover?
- yeah, u could call me that.

17. Colors that make you happy?
- I have no idea....

18. Most fav thing in your room?
- umm...currently living secara nomad. because I'm not sure if this room is the room I'm going to use forever. My original room sudah diambil oleh adikku. so masih berpindah randah. So, I dont have a favourite thing in "my" room. It's all in my bag.

19. What was the last thing you bought
for your room?
- cant remember.

20. Any instruments in your room? what
is it?
- none

21. Can you cook?
- Pasta can. haha. i can cook to survive, it doesnt have to taste nice as long as it is edible

22. Miss someone?
- Can i say Wan Ismail Cholan? Awww...hahahah

23. Plan to buy something?
- Yes, new shoes, new tshirts, but sadly no money left

24. Are you satisfied with your life
now?
- until i reach the land of the kiwi then only i will be satisfied

25. Do you like seafood?
- seafood's ok

26. Breakfast or dinner?
- both

27. What do you usually eat for
breakfast?
- let me see. sometimes nasi goreng, mee goreng, roti canai...depends on the DS's menu i guess? But i dread bubur!!! hate em

28. Did you eat breakfast today?
- yep. wan's leftover spagetti he made me yesterday

29. Do you recycle?
- not really. rarely.

30. Do u have a laptop?
- yeah...

31. What is your favourite fastfood?
- I don't eat them anymore. forever.

32. Cats or dogs?
- cats

33. Salty or sweet?
- depends

34. City or country?
- suburbs

35. How do you prefer to spend your
holiday?
- cherating with my fav people

36. Is kissing normal for your age?
- if they r married?

37. Are you athletic?
- nope. trying to be

38. Do you swear?
- sometimes..

39. Would you ditch your friends for a
date?
- errrr...

40. Do you have your own cell phone?
- yup

41.what do you wear to bed?
- tshirt and pants

42. Ever had a crush on a teacher?
- yeah. silly

43. Coke or pepsi?
- i dont know. i'm trying to stop drinking carbonated drinks too

44. Sugar or spice?
-spice

45. Can you use chopsticks?
- nope


46. Do you like to read for pleasure?
- yeah

47. Do you care about getting good
grades?
- yes. very much. especially when my future depends on it

48.Have u ever fallen sleep in class?
- yeah. a few times


49. Get a job or ask your parents for
money?
- ok. since i dont have a job, i ask

50. Is your dad strict?
- if he has to.

51. Do your parents give you enough
privacy?
- yep

52. Would you trade places (in life)
with your close friends?
- no...i love my life

53. Do your close friends get on your
nerves?
- they do. but usually everything will be ok again :) it's normal

54. Do you tell your mom everything?
- things that she can, and should know.

Battle of the chefs

I don't want to talk about Monday morning so I'll start my entry with Monday afternoon.
Nana and I made pasta today for Wan. Actually, we've agreed to trade each other's cooking. I mean, we cook something for him and in return he coooks something for us too. We've decided on what to cook yesterday, which is, Spaghetti from Wan, and Pasta from us. So, around 12 o'clock in the afternoon, Chef Nana and Chef Iqa began their work. Chef Iqa was grating cheese, while Chef Nana was busy with her onions. We worked together, to produce this oh-so-delicious pasta using Chef Nana's recipe which she had inherited from her older sister. 17 minutes later, puff! The pasta is ready! We had two people to taste the Pasta to make sure everything was okay. And YES, they approved!

Chef Iqa immediately called Chef Wan who is of course at home, alone, very nervous because he had just started cooking, not even close to being complete. Haha! The evil Chef Iqa laughs! It was only one hour and 30 minutes later than Chef Wan came to deliver his Spaghetti. Now Chef Iqa is nervous because her Pasta is already cold compared to Chef Wan's hot Spaghetti.

After we tasted each other's cooking, I must say, HIS COOKING IS BETTER compared to mine. Hehe. Even my dad says it's nice. BRAVO Chef Wan. :)

The rest of the day was spent driving around...went to Angsana, had tea and goreng pisang at Mawar, went to Giant because we had nothing better to do...oh, I drove! Waja! Yipee. hehehe

Mukhsin

Okay I have one thing to say,

"I LOVE MUKHSIN!!!"

I want to go see it again!!! It's better that I expected!!!
There were tears, ofcourse.
:)
I don't want to elaborate further fearing that I might spoil the movie for those who haven't seen it.

Oh and I also have another thing to say,

To that person,
you should be thankful that I haven't broke your neck yet!
but I have my limits, so you should be careful.

What goes around, comes around ;-)

After a long silence...

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEE!
why?
because I am currently on my one week holiday!

My parents came to pick me up from Seremban yesterday and I reached JB around 6.30 pm!
I've been waiting for this 1 week holiday since January! Haha! Oh, and I'm halfway through finishing my Alevels. Another YIPEEEEEEEE!. I knew this sem is going to be fast!!!
I don't want to think about the exams right now, I just want to get over with it, ofcourse with a mininum of 13 points! I think I am doing okay, more confident and more ready compared to my last three sems in KMS. Haha. It took me almost 2 years to build up my confidence! I'm so slow!

Oh, the jogging is still going great! I still jog atleast three times a week! I've improved in my running too! I can do a full two and a half rounds without stopping!!! When I first started running, I couldn't even finish half a round! So, I'm definitely happy about that. I don't know if I have started losing weight or not because I'm too chicken to get on that scale. But it doesn't matter now, what's important is I am living a healthy life. No more eating past 7 pm, (occasional munching is accepted, I'm talking about heavy foods such as nasi lemak or mee goreng)

I am improving in my studies too. Atleast I think I am. My math is getting better and so is my Sociology. Maybe this is why I feel more confident to sit for my exams this May. The only problem now is my Literature. I was never good at the subject and not having a teacher around does not exactly help. I just hope I won't fail the subject. :(

I am planning to go see Mukshin tomorrow with Nana and Wan. :)

Hmm...
College has been a bit stressful but I am coping. I'm glad I have Kak Long, Zaty and Jo with me :) I could not imagine my life in KMS without these three people. They're the ones who keep me sane in KMS. Thank u thank u thank u.

Dad met Jo's dad yesterday,oh and my parents also met Zaty's parents. I like the fact that our families know each other. It makes our friendship extra special. :)

I want to post some pictures.
Maybe in the next post.
hehehe

I was thinking of writing about what happened these past few weeks but apparently right now i am in no mood to write. Now I am thinking of whether or not i should keep this blog when I don't really update it that much. i've been very very very very very busy with school so I don't get to go online as often as i used to...and even if i do go online, I wouldn't have enough time to update.

this is basically my day to day routine:

6.15 wake up
7.30 breakfast with jo
8-1.30 classes
1.30-2.45 break
2.45-5.00 homework/classes
5.00-6.00 jog
6.30 dinner
8-10.30 a bit of revision/homework
10.30-6.15 rest/sleep

gtg later

A busy girl. a busy girl indeed

a VERY VERY BUSY month for me
sorry
will write about it all soon
soon

later

Daily dose of running...

My good friend and I have started this new hobby : jogging. Initially, my reason for jogging every evening was to shed off a few pounds, and then after a while, it became some sort of a comfort for me. If I don't go running, I'd feel uneasy, as if something is not right, not complete. So everyday, I would go jogging for atleast three rounds at the park near my hostel (One full round of jogging, and another two rounds of brisk walking). I also started jogging for 2KM during the weekends. (I've only done it 3 times). This new hobby of mine has really change me into a new person. I am more active now (no more feeling sleepy in class) and I am able to understand (if not all) what the teacher is teaching. JOGGING is what makes me sane here. With school work + peer pressure + stress and so much more, jogging is the only thing that keeps me alive and happy.

Now, it's not even about the weight anymore, it is much deeper than that. I have a feeling that the park near the hostel and I are going to be good friends, and I am sure going to miss it when I finish my studies here.

And to my jogging partner, Jo, thank you! With you, jogging is not so lonely.

We have a new birdhouse! :)
Mum wanted a birdhouse so she bought one :)

This is my dad and our new birdhouse :)


Look at the rainbow!! It's so beautiful!!

Today's my last day at home!!! I'm going back to Seremban tomorrow!!!

Some last minute shopping for next semester :


This huge pillow is to prevent me from bruising my arms and knees when I sleep! Blame the wall!!! I need protection! haha


A cheap hair straightener. For straightening my hair.


This is basically all the stuff that I'm bringing back to Seremban. The pink bag has my books inside, the blue backpack has my shoes, the black one is for my laptop, the other blue bag has my clothes, next to it is my HUGE pillow, and inside those plastic bags are the stuff I need to survive (toothpaste, shampoo, ribena, etc etc)


BTW, IT TOOK ME 1 HOUR TO UPLOAD THE PICTURES! SHEEESSSHHH... LEMBAP PUNYA IMAGESHACK! DON'T MAKE ME CHANGE TO PHOTOBUCKET!
Okay this sucks. The last picture took so long to upload so I give up! Stupid image shack.

gtg