I cooked breakfast and lunch for nana today :) I love cooking for my little sis because she is not picky at all, she just eats whatever that I made for her :)

I made her fried rice this morning (sangat tawar) but she ate a bit anyway. I finished the rest :) and then I called my dad and asked him how to cook the sotong dalam tin. hehe. It didn't taste as nice as mom and dad's but nana ate it all :)

oklah
dunno what else to write
trying to finish twss
still having a hard time understanding the book
later

another picture of mine..hehe..diff results.

Okay, this is so lame but i want to post it anyway.hahaha

http://www.myheritage.com

this is why i am sad
when i look into his eyes
i don't see it anymore
this is why i am sad
when i talk to him
immediately it turns into an argument
this is why i am sad
when i do something nice
he doesn't notice
this is why i am sad
i don't feel it anymore
this is why i am more upset
because i can't let him go
even if he says it's not working
i don't think i will ever be able
to say
"okay"
i'd...
be miserable without him
even if we do fight a lot lately
but
i
love him
despite everything
there isn't a moment
when he doesn't matter
to me
he is just
so
important that
i need him
when i am sad or happy or in between
i am weak
without him
but i am weaker
knowing he's here but he's not
emotionally
i am tired
of this whole thing
this whole game
i want the old times
i want the old him
the old me
the old us

my BLOG lagi cantik
if u view it kat mozilla
kot?

I will try to figure out
how to make it pretty
and perfect ok. but not
now coz now i'm very
tired from doing
absolutely nothing


later

Since I haven't been very active in the blogging industry for quite some time, hehehe, I decided to change the template, a fresh one, to sort of motivate myself to write more often. I hope it works. It took me about half and hour to pick the template and figure out what to cut & paste with the help of my friend, Zaty. I am not good at this whole html thingy...so I'm quite proud of myself that I could do this even if it's very easy to other people. Remembering my passwords to my blogskin,shoutbox and imageshack account wasn't fun at all. Had to dig through my old e-mails...thank god I still keep them. I'd probably give up if I had to register everything again. :)

So, here it is. my new template that I got from blogskins.com

It suits the theme, don't you think?

:)

Taken from Zaty's Blog : if your life was a movie, what would your soundtracks be?


Opening credits:
boy i need you-mariah carey (hahahahhaaaa)

Waking Up:
pero me acuerdo de ti-christina aguilera (what?)

First Day At School:
my heart will go on-Celine dion (good one :) haha)

Falling In Love:
survivor-destiny's child (hmm..a foreshadowing or something?)

Fight Song:
the corrs, runaway. hehehehee

Breaking Up:
doing that thing you do-the wonders (wha?)

Prom:
ride wit u (feat g-unit) hmmm...oookaaayyyy

Life:
we go together Grease soundtrack, nice one

Mental Breakdown:
merpati putih, oag

Driving:
tragedi oktober, awie

Loving that special "one":
london brigde-bread

Flashback:
when u say nothing at all-ronan keating

Getting back together:
i bruise easily-natasha bedingfield (maybe this is sort of a reminder for him the next time he thinks of breaking up with me. hehehe

Losing your Virginity:
hanya memuji-shanty dan marcel (so not the song i would've picked)

Wedding:
call me when you're sober

Birth of Child:
satellite-anna nalick

Anniversary-
tentang kita-peterpan

Final Battle:
going under-evanesance

Death Song:
cinta seorang teman-bob

Funeral Song:
take a bow-madonna

End Credits:
where did i go right-hilary duff (hahahaha)

iamsoboredthatidon'tknowwhyiamtypingthisbutidon'twanttostopjustyetandiustrealisedhowharditistotypewithoutspaces

Manners

It’s so hard to find people with manners these days.

I have a friend who loves to say the F word so much that I think she says it to make her sentences interesting.

I have another friend who loves to eat off people’s plate that I’d lose my appetite every time I eat with her.

I realized that most of KMS students find it so hard to at least rinse their plates before giving it to the lady who washes it for us.

I realized some teachers feel so superior (or something like that) that they find it so hard to move the muscles on their face to form a smile.

I have friends who are so irresponsible that they don’t care about breaking the rules and ruining their own future.

I just hope they will learn some manners and change their attitude a bit!

sometimes I just don't get those people who complain too much about their lives. hey, I've got problems too,but I DEAL with it. These people seem to complain about everything,- from parents to friends to boyfriends to food to rules. Nothing is right in their lives. Why can't they just for once, stop and think, and look at themselves before blaming other people for their misfortunes.

I don't think they realize how lucky they actually are. It's not every day that some organization would grant you a scholarship which millions of students are dying to get. It's not everyday that people actually see that you are worth something and believe in you enough to give you this scholarship. I wish they would just open their huge eyes and see how lucky they are! I know things seem hard now, but I believe that it's all going to be worth it when we get there. I can just imagine the huge smile on our faces when we complete this journey.

I know that what we're getting now is not that much, but I am still thankful that they are supporting my studies so that my parents will not have to worry about my education anymore. And I also know that this place is not exactly what I could call "Home", but it's not THAT bad. Sure the food is sometimes a bit icky, but it is still edible. I've been here for almost a year and I've never had any food poisoning before. Atleast I try to look at the positive side of things. I'm so glad I have my friends here, they make everything seem less hard.

But some people here, well, I think they just have problems. They need to see a shrink or something. They're not even trying to atleast see that things are not as bad as they think. (How can they, when they go back every chance they can) I used to dislike this place too, and I went home every chance I get, until I realize that I wasn't even trying to get to know this place. So, I started staying here during weekends. That's when I discover that this place can be fun if I want to make it fun. My friends and I sort of have a routine here, we watch movies every friday night, or go out somewhere, or we have our "theme night" (which I am not going to explain further because it's kind of personal) , or we just watch Tv and talk. (hey, it's not as boring as it sounds) I got to know them (and myself) better. I started to like this place bit by bit. And I seriously think I am going to miss this place so much when I leave next june.

I hope they will change one day. I'm really praying hard for that.