I woke up this morning with a smile, and I know today is going to be another great day! I love my life right now, everything just feels right. I can't wait to start my classes again this July (If I get accepted anywhere)I miss learning, I miss school! I know I'll be leaving home soon, and I'm going to leave my friends and family here, but I think it's going to be okay. I've never left home before my whole life, so this is going to be a hard experience for me.

Here are the lyrics of the song Secret Garden!

She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin' late at night
She'll let you in her mind
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She'll let you deep inside
But there's a secret garden she hides

She'll let you in her car
To go drivin' round
She'll let you into the parts of herself
That'll bring you down
She'll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don't think twice

You've gone a million miles
How far'd you get
To that place where you can't remember
And you can't forget

She'll lead you down a path
There'll be tenderness in the air
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there
She'll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away

I went to see a movie with epul today. The Eye 10. It's not scary at all...kelakar ade lah. :)

I just realised today that I DO LOVE MY OLD SCHOOL. I mean, when I think about it, TIJB is not that bad at all. In fact, I'm starting to miss that school after leaving it for almost 4 months now. I have a lot of memories in that school, some good ones, some bad.

I miss the teachers, especially En.Salahuddin, Pn.Ervina and Mrs.Tan. I miss being asked to leave En.Mat Zaini's class for not paying attention to what he's teaching, I miss learning English with Puan Ervina, I miss doing my addmaths homework every single night of the week,I miss doing exams and failing papers. I miss buying 80 cent keropok and drinks from the kooperasi. I even miss being told by En.Kusaini that I'm fat and getting tips on how to lose weight. (Yes, En.Kusaini once told me that I was fat and depressed)

What I don't miss is the constant spot checks every single morning before we go to class, and "kelas fardhu ain" every friday. (I know the class was supposed to teach me good manners and such, but I don't think I've ever learned anything from that class) Everytime I went to the class, all I did was either talk or sleep. I also DISLIKE some of the teachers, I don't think I should mention their names here.

But despite all that, I still love TIJB. I think I've become a better person because of that school. I made lots of friends, and I learned the value of friendship. My SPM results didn't sucked and I kind of did good actually. I don't regret coming to TIJB. I know I used to hate it a lot, but not anymore. I'm proud to say now that I LOVE TIJB.

I'm such in a bad mood today. My tummy isn't feeling so good... I lied on my bed almost the whole day... I think I'm going to lie some more.

Oh, I'm going out tomorrow.
Later~

I am so tired right now, I can't feel my legs. I feel like throwing myself on the bed and just fall into a deep sleep. But I'm kind of full right now, so I can't go to sleep just yet. I just came back from dinner with the whole family at Warong 17.

I woke up around 8.30 am this morning, but I fell asleep in front of the TV again for one hour or so. When I woke up again, there was That's So Raven on Disney Channel so I watched it with Nana. And then I took a shower, and watched Phil Of The Future. After that, I checked my email & friendster.

And then I got ready to go to Nana's Anugerah Cemerlang. Congrats nana! Love you sis. Arrived at her school around 2.30 pm and had to wait for like 3 hours before she went on stage to receive her award. Everything else was so boring except for the part when nana went on stage :) It makes me proud as a sister.

Here's a picture of Nana, Sis, and Abg Arifin :


This is a picture of Nana and Abg Arifin :


Just Nana :


So, I guess that's all for today. :)

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

I woke up quite late this morning. Hidayah called me around 11 am. She asked me if I was planning to go to Aminah's birthday party this evening. I had breakfast, took a shower and then watched Oprah. Ayah went to work late today because he had to pick up nana from school.

Around 2.30 PM, Nury and Hawa arrived at my house. Afiq picked us up from my house and then we went straight to the party.
I'm actually a bit tired right now, not in a mood to write. So, just look at these pictures ok?
Enjoy


The Birthday Girl









I'm going to sleep now.
Night!

My muncit and the three little kittens came home today!!! I'm so happy. Muncit is so big now. I think I'm going to play with them later. :)

So anyway, today I spent the whole day at home doing absolutely nothing. It was raining quite heavily just now, there was thunder and lightning everywhere. I thought the house was going to fall down :P I tried to sleep but can't...So, I just lied on the couch trying to close my eyes. I wish there was someone there with me, atleast I won't be so scared if there was someone with me.

I don't know what else to write.
I guess that's all.
Ta.

Another special song for a special someone ;) You know who you are. I'm not sure when this song first came out, but I fell in love with it the first time I heard it. :)

Hmm...I spent the whole day with Epul today. (and some friends) We went to see "Hitch". Good movie, but it wasn't my favourite movie. I had a really great day :) Fairuz called and said she saw me but by the time she called, I was already at home. After we saw Hitch, we went to Singgah Selalu, supposedly to eat, but no one ordered anything. Heheh. I guess everyone wasn't feeling that hungry. After that Epul and I left and we went around JB. We went to another restaurant and ordered some drinks and just talked. :) He sent me home after that. I really enjoy spending the day with him. :)

I'm kind of tired right now, I'll write more soon.
Night night!

If you read the older posts, I mentioned about being addicted to The Sims2. So, this is just an update on what's been happening in my family. (in the game, ofcourse)

Well, we moved to a new house, (a bigger one with more rooms) because I wanted more kids. Here's a picture of our house viewed at night:


and this is the swimming pool:



(It's a single story house)


not long after we moved in, I started having morning sickness, I'm pregnant! (in this game)


Me with my big belly.


Before I found out I was pregnant, my husband an I already adopted a child. Our son is so happy that he finally has someone to play with.


Our family having dinner


I gained a lot of weight so I decided to work out more often.


The baby's coming out!


A new baby girl in the family...

(This is just a game, it has nothing to do with my personal life whatsoever.)