I had a long day today. I woke up around 7.00 am. Actually, epul woke me up at 6.30 but I was too sleepy so I went back to sleep. Around 10.00 am, Hidayah called me and said she wants to come over so I said "Okay". She went to pick up Nor first before she came. They arrived around 10.30. After I got ready, we went to pick up Nury at her house. We then went to Angsana to buy some gifts for our ex-teachers. After we finished shopping for gifts, we went straight to school. We just sat around En.Salahuddin's table. It was fun seeing him again (He's our class teacher) So, we told him what we are planning to do for the future and stuff. Cikgu Nazrin even gave me all his books after he heard what I was planning to do. He said, only to return the books if I change my mind, if not, keep it for my own use in the future. There are about 6 very thick books that he used when he was studying. It was so nice of him. :) After that we went to see Mrs.Tan Sui Hiong and Tan Lee Ting. They were very happy to see us :). I kind of miss school... well, not really... but I do miss the teachers! I asked Ustaz Sofyan how we passed our PAFA when we never really finished it, he said "kalau nak buat sekarang saya suruh orang tu cancel sijil awak". hehe. He's married now. And I heard Cikgu Nazrin's getting married too, I don't know if it's true. I'm kind of sad I didn't get to see Pn.Ervina though, well, maybe next time. On our way back to the car, we saw our history teacher, Pn.Raja Azma and Pn.Hurul Aini.


After that the girls were tired so we went to my house to relax. I made them cold drinks and they watched TV. Hidayah and Nor wanted to fill their JPA application form so I let them use my computer. They went home around 4.00 pm after I showed them a preview of The Sims2. Hidayah was so excited about the game that she told me she'd probably buy it .
So here I am typing this now. The girls left a few hours ago. I was actually looking for the perfect song to dedicate to epul, I finally found it. I don't know if he likes it, but I do. You have to listen carefully to the lyrics to understand this song... so enjoy!


A Thousand Miles


Making my way downtown,

Walking fast,

Faces pass,

And I'm home bound...

Staring blankly ahead,

Just making my way,

Making a way,

Through the crowd...

And I need you,

And I miss you,

And now I wonder....

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass me by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand miles,

If I could ,

Just see you,

Tonight...

It's always times like these,

When I think of you,

And I wonder,

If you ever,

Think of me,

'Cause everything's so wrong,

And I don't belong,

Living in your,

Precious memories...

'Cause I need you,

And I miss you,

And now I wonder....

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass me by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand miles

If I could ,

Just see you,

Tonight...

And I, I...

Don't want to let you know,

I, I...

Drown in your memory,

I, I...

Don't want to let this go,

I, I...

Don't....

Making my way downtown,

Walking fast,

Faces pass,

And I'm home bound...

Staring blankly ahead,

Just making my way,

Making a way,

Through the crowd...

And I still need you,

And I still miss you,

And now I wonder....

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass us by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand miles,

If I could ,

Just see you...

If I could fall,

Into the sky,

Do you think time,

Would pass us by,

'Cause you know I'd walk,

A thousand milesIf I could ,

Just see you...

If I could,

Just hold you...

Tonight...

I changed the song again! This time it's a special request from a dear friend, epul! :) so epul, enjoy!! this song is just for you!

gingerish fever

Those who know me well enough would know that I'm a HUGE fan of As Told By Ginger. (As Told By Ginger is a cartoon by the way) Yes, I know...I know...I'm a bit old to still be watching cartoons, but As Told By Ginger is totally different. It's mostly about Ginger, (a teenager just like me), who's trying to figure out life (again, just like me) I've seen all the episodes and I'm kind of sad that there won't be anymore new episodes of As Told By Ginger. Anyway, on the last episode of As Told By Ginger, there were 2 songs that I really like, and I've been looking for the lyrics since last year but couldn't find it. So, today, I was just browsing through the As Told By Ginger fan site and I found the lyrics! :)

The first song is called "Go Slip Away"

There were days when our woven fingers would sway,
Now your hands only push mine away,
I won't keep you - go slip away,
There were ways; I would try to find one every day,
But you couldn't hear what I had to say,
I won't keep you - go slip away,
That's what you really want,
To fade into the grain of my mind,
You're racing towards the finish line,
I won't keep you...

The second song is called "You Bounced".

How could you go and leave me here,
To sink with all the rest,
How could you go and leave me behind,
Baby, I'm not impressed,
I should have known you'd bail on me,
Leave me adrift at sea,
To sink with all the broken hearts,
And share their misery,
I'll never forget your misery,
No matter how hard I try,
I won't forget how many times,
You left me here to cry,
Just keep going - don't look back,
It's easier that way,
Forget all that we ever had,
I'm just your yesterday,
You bounced - You quit,
You walked away - That's it,
We're over - You split,
You walked away - You bounced,
That's it...

But still, my most favourite song from all the episodes of As Told By Ginger is still "All This Time"

All this time it was you,
I didn't think that it could be true,
You were right there from the start,
And what might be the strangest part,
Is while I sure enjoyed the view,
Of seeing everything brand new,
It's still you.
All this time I was home,
I didn't know just how far I'd roam,
Winter brings all this snow,
Blinding, it covers everything you know,
But when the sun comes shining through,
And the sky returns to blue,
I will rush to take my cue and find you...



"All this time" is a song that Ginger sang to Darren when she first realise she likes him more than a friend. (They were bestfriends before they became a couple). But they broke up in highschool when Darren met a cheerleader named Simone and that's when Ginger wrote the song "You Bounced". The song "Go Slip Away" was written by Ginger's band mate who likes Ginger but Ginger was too afraid of commitments after what Darren did to her. I actually cried when I first heard it...

Oh, Ginger and Darren did get married in the end. :)

Oh my god! Oh my god!!! My mom and dad just got back from Angsana and they surprised me with a gift because of my results for SPM. :) It's a heart shaped pendant! A real one!! I'm so happy!!! :)Thank you mak ayah!!! I love you both loads!!

I'm still feeling very happy :)I woke up this morning and I just smiled at myself. No, I'm not crazy, I'm just well...happy.I woke up quite early today, which rarely happens, and then I took my shower, and then my family and I had breakfast at the park near STF. I love my life. It's not going to be long before I leave my house to continue my studies, I guess I have to use all my time left to just be happy and spend it all with family and friends. Life's good.

Oh, I changed the song on my blog again. I've been searching for this song for quite a while now, and I finally found it. See...this is one of the reasons I'm happy. It's like, my life seems to go perfectly the way I want it to. Anyway, this song is called "With You" by Jessica Simpson. It's pretty much how I'm feeling right now. I don't really like Jessica but I do love this song , so...enjoy. :)

For the past few days, I've just been...happy. My mood is always good, and I think it's going to continue for a few more weeks, or maybe longer. I don't know why I feel this happy....well, actually I do, but I can't tell you. Lets just say it has something to do with a person. I'm extra happy today I think. happy happy happy. yeayy. Now I feel like dancing. hehe.

I watched Sepet again this morning. I cried again... I cried even more than I cried when I saw it the first time. I guess it's because now that I've seen it for the third time, I understand the story better...

The sims 2

It turns out, I can upload pictures of my family that I've created in the game after all. Well, it's not much of a story yet because we just got married and had a baby boy. But here are the pictures anyway.


Him (ehem, my neighbor) and I got married and moved to a new house.


I got pregnant


My belly's getting bigger


Oh no! I think the baby's coming out! Help! (My husband's still asleep)


Ahhhhh.


Our bundle of joy on his first birthday


Our baby is growing up fast...


Yummy. Our baby having dinner


On his 7th birthday. Great party!


Eating cake

THE SIMS2 IS THE GREATEST GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN CREATED!

This is why I'm addicted to The Sims2
1.I can create my own family and build my dream house
2.I have complete control of each person's needs
3.I'm the one who decides who I marry
4.I can have lots of babies with anyone I want
5.I can marry my crush without him knowing it
6.I decide who dies in the game (If I hate em, I kill em)
7.I can have alien babies
8.I can have as much money as I want without having to work hard
9.I can hate or like anyone I want in the game
10.Atleast my dream can come true in the game

These pictures were taken from the game. I tried to upload pictures of my family that I've created, but it was too small.


Giving birth


Babies


Birthday Boy


Alien Babies (You have to marry an alien for this)

Okay...so the reason I put this song here is because, it describes everything that I'm feeling right now.


I try but I can't seem to get myself
To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth
I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I`ll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeah
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeah)
(I wanna be with you) I wanna be
I wanna be with you
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be with you) Yeah
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be baby
I wanna be
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you, yeah
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you

..........................IF ONLY HE KNEW.