Friday, February 24, 2006

Aquaria KLCC

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Boleh senyum lagi?

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Waaa...

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Gorgeous

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Hehe

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Hmm

PGL the musical pictures

Photos.

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Afdzal, the only guy in literature class, with the girls.

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We got tickets.

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Jo, K.Long, Zaty (love them)

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Zaty and I

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I know we bought cheap tickets, but it's the experience that counts! eheh. the seats wasn't that bad, we could see the whole stage.

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Tiny people (the view from where i was sitting)

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Well, I didn't get to take pictures with Tiara...This would do. hehe
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AC Mizal...hehe. adipati..he's so cute.and friendly.
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Azean happened to be watching PGL that night...

Loved it loved it loved it

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I HATE THIS PLACE! I HATE THIS PLACE! I HATE THIS PLACE!
REPEATED 10000000000000000000000000000000X

I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!

Monday, February 20, 2006

PGL ROCKS! (AC COMEL)

PGL BEST PGL BEST!!! NAK TENGOK LAGI!!!

I took pics with ac mizal...he is sooooo cute!
will post it on friday when I go online again.

NAK TENGOK LAGI!!!

PS:SHAEL, U DEFINITELY WILL NOT REGRET IT!!!

THE PROPS, THE ACTORS, EVERYTHING WAS AWESOME!!!

Friday, February 17, 2006

is it the weekend already?

wow. for the past few weeks, i have lost track of time. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately and I am very very tired! The seniors moved in with the juniors last week (that's bad). There havent been any serious fights between the juniors and seniors but the tension between us is always there.
MKKI week is too much!!! THANK GOD IT IS OVER!
For the past two weeks, I had no time to study or complete my homework!

I hope I'll get enough rest this weekend.
hmm.
I'm going to see PGL this Sunday night
jangan jeles semua
hehee

oh, that reminds me, i need something vogue to wear.
kekekeke.
later

Thursday, February 16, 2006

I am so tired. emotionolly and physically. I haven't been getting enough sleep for more than a week now.

So much work to do in so little time!!!

Monday, January 30, 2006

I almost cried listening to Anna Nalick's "Breathe" :

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just a day, he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
'Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
Inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
And breathe, just breathe
Woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

LIFE IS LIKE AN HOURGLASS, GLUED TO THE TABLE

How I wish I could undo my mistakes, go back to the past, relive it without regrets.

I took a walk back to my past, yesterday, two days ago, a year ago, 5 years, and back to when I was a child. Things were much simpler and easier then. I did not have to deal with the real world, I had my family to take care of my problems. When I was 4, if I had a tummy-ache, mum would rub some kind of magic oil on my tummy to make it better. At night, if I was having nightmares, all I need to do was scream my lungs out until mum or dad came to rescue me. Now that I am 18, I have to learn to take care of myself. I have to face my problems alone, and this time, the problems are bigger than tummy-ache's.

I find myself breaking down more often lately. I cry a lot, and most of the time, I don't even know why. I am supposed to be strong, but I am not. I am scared of my future, what if I do not make it? What if I let everyone down? I hate to think of the what-if's.

This year is the toughest year for me. No kidding. I wish I could put aside all my current problems and finish this year first. I wish there is an easy way to tell someone that we should focus on what's important first, but there isn't. I cannot just run away from everything, it will only make it worse.

What I really want right now is my mom. I want her to tell me things are going to be okay.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

i'm not in a good mood right now. something to do with someone. but i'm not going to write it here.

anyway, dayah came to my house today. we had a great time, catching up and stuff. it was fun. :) i miss her already.

i haven't started on my homework yet. i'll do it tonight.

i feel tired, emotionally. shael would understand what i'm trying to say. i feel like going somewhere far (really far) away from everyone. i know that running away from my problems won't solve anything, but right now it feels and seems like the only right thing to do. if i had $$$, i bet i'd already go somewhere far.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

now i know what guys do when they are bored.haha.