NUR HIDAYAH MUBARAK

my bestfriend.
my soulmate.
I MISS HER SO MUCH!

Hidayah and I have been bestfriends for almost... 3 years now? :-) I can't believe how fast time goes by... We first met in 2003, we were classmates. :-) She sat at the back of the class while I sat in front. One day we talked, and we bonded from then on. I started to learn about her and soon we were inseparable. We went everywhere together, and even the teachers thought we were twins ;-) Our friendship grew stronger when she started sitting next to me in class. We did almost everything together. We even had the same pencil case...
I tell Hidayah everything. I've never kept a secret from her. She's a very good listener and she never judged me for the things I did. She's also VERY patient with me. I JUST LOVE HER.
One time, I was having a problem and I desperately needed somone to talk to, but it was already midnight and I knew she was asleep. I called her anyway, and eventhough she was very tired, she still listened to my problems and comforted me. Now tell me, how many true friends would do that?
And there was also this other time when I texted her in the middle of the night, but she didn't reply. So, I called her a few times. And then a few minutes later she called me back. She was so worried if something had happened to me. She told me she was asleep and did not hear her phone rang.
Hidayah was also the one who backed me up when people talked behind my back, she was always there for me and she still is.
Eventhough we're 200 Km away from each other now, our friendship is still stronger than ever. I still call her and we talk often. On my last birthday, she sent me 18 messages, one message representing one year of my life. I can't wait to see her soon! I really miss her a lot... We haven't seen each other for 2 months now...

THANKS hidayah...for being the best bestfriend anyone could ever ask for!
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Me~Hidayah = Slumber party


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Pictures we took today

Location : Danga Bay


Beauty ;-)



Wan And I. ;-)



Danga Cruise? Hmm.

My life and sociology have become one now. Everytime my friends/ i make a statement about something, we just HAVE to link it to sociology. Like when we make a comment about guys who act like girls (sissy) , there will always going to be someone who's going to say this : "aaah! but who decides how guys should behave? it's THE SOCIETY who decides" hehehh...sometimes our normal conversation can turn into a huge argument...I BLAME SOCIOLOGY. now everytime i see something or hear something, I will relate it to sociology... my life used to be much easier and simpler. :-(

Just some pictures i took with my new camera...enjoy

Location : Around KMS


Parcel from my sweetheart on my birthday :) it's a novel. and a card. and a short message. :) Love u.


The next day, my dad hantar cake. :) had a little party in my room :)


The birthday girl...hehe. ME.hehehe


Juadah Berbuka Puasa :) Yummy


DS food....


The girls


Little ones


us...

two days ago my bf told me that he wants to work at the Petronas Twin Tower someday. I told him that I wouldn't let him do that, because I don't want anything bad to happen to him. (Imagine if what happened on 9/11 happens again?) yeah yeah, I know I think too much... and then he said something that made me realise something... WE CAN NEVER RUN AWAY FROM DEATH. This is what he said to me "kalau nak mati, kat mane mane pun boleh mati...tak boleh lari..." which is so true. I know this all along but I never really realised how true it is. You can run as far as you want, but when it's time for you to die, you just...die. I guess my fear is what's been holding me back from doing a lot of things... Like going on that huge rollercoaster ride with my bf because I was afraid of falling off the rollercoaster, Or swimming freely in the ocean because I was too scared that I would drown...I should be more positive... Thanks dear. :) Love you.

I'M HOME!
I'm so glad to be home!! (eventhough I don't have my own room anymore... :( my sister took my room after I left for Seremban ) so for now, I'm staying in my other sis's room (she's got her own house 20 minutes from home ;) ) her room is kind of cool...air conditioning, a huge bed all for myself, wall to wall carpeting...it's much better than my ugly green room (I chose the color myself, so yeah...blame me) I left all my stuff in my old room, and I still use the bathroom in my old room. I just don't sleep there anymore because of the single bed which nana is sleeping on right now :( besides the room is too small for two people...

Anyway, breaking fast at home is always the best! You get to eat delicious home cooked meals!! I missed tasting my mom's cooking! I'm sick of eating DS food already...Food back home is much much better! Plus, you don't have to line up to get food, you just sit at the table and the food is already served for you :)since I just came back, mum let me choose the menu... :)

I've been doing nothing for the first two days of my holiday...err..well, not exactly nothing, I did went shopping yesterday ;) bought new jeans and two tops. Today, I just stayed at home and watched TV. I even woke up late...took a shower at 2 pm... It rained quite heavily this evening...with thunder and lightning...I was alone and I was quite scared..hehe. the power went off a few times...after that I didn't bother to switch it on again...because I know it will go off again. The thunder and lightning was so loud, I could feel the ground shaking...I thought the house was going to fall apart. :(

I don't think I'll be going anywhere tomorrow... I don't have a car anyway...

Oh yes, before I forget, congrats to my bf's sis who just gave birth to a cute baby girl two days ago. :)

I guess that's all for today. will write more later if i have the time.
adieu!

I can't believe how much I miss this blog! I used to write here a lot, pouring all my thoughts...my feelings... but one day I just stopped. It's good to be here again...

My life for the past 5 months has gone through a lot of changes. GOOD AND BAD. I went to a NEW place, almost 300 Km from home, met a lot of NEW people, did a lot of NEW things, had a lot of FUN, went through a stage where I was so MISERABLE that I wished I could just die, learn a lot of NEW things... haih...

I'm coming home today!!! 3 weeks of HOLIDAY. weehee. can't wait! I really need a break!! I'm sick of school books already...Ayah will come and pick me up around 5.30pm today...will stay in KL for one night and then back to JB!!

will write more later. out of ideas right now.
adieu!

I don't know if I'll be updating my blog after this. I'm off to Tangkak in 5 days, so...

I haven't started packing yet, I'm just not excited.

Bye bye everybody!

I've found a new reason to smile again. I hope this one lasts. :)

Bored to death.


Sesat