Setelah mencabar Izzaty untuk menulis di dalam bahasa melayu dan dia telah pun menunaikannya, maka tiba masanya untuk saya menulis di dalam bahasa melayu pula.

Hari ini, kawan sebilik saya ketika di kolej dulu akan datang melawat saya. Namanya Farah, dia belajar di christchurch dan dia datang ke sini bersama rakan-rakan yang lain untuk berjalan-jalan. Kalau mengikut katanya, dia akan tiba "petang-petang sikit". Saya sangat tidak sabar untuk berjumpa dengannya, kali terakhir adalah pada pengujung tahun 2006 sebelum dia terbang ke new zealand. :) Saya masih tengah berfikir apakah harus saya masak untuknya, mungkin saya hanya akan buat roti gulung sardin, tapi saya perlu ke kedai dahulu untuk membeli sardin.

Hari ini juga, Izzaty, Shufaiha, dan Nazira pergi mengikuti lawatan ke Otaki. Saya tidak pergi kerana : 1)saya malas 2)saya kedekut $8 3)saya sedang menunggu kedatangan kawan-kawan christchurch
Aktiviti lawatan mereka kedengaran seronok. Ada aktiviti memetik buah dan macam-macam lagi. Saya tahu saya rugi, tetapi hendak buat macam mana, saya memang macam ini.

Pagi tadi ketika membuang sampah, saya terserempak dengan Peachy, saya bertanya dia mahu kemana, rupa-rupanya mereka semua hendak pergi shopping di Lower hutt (Kalau tidak silap). Saya ternampak Najwa dan Carlo di luar maka saya pun pergi berbual-bual dengan mereka. Mereka sedang menunggu stevie, celine, carmelitta untuk turun. Mereka mengajak saya tetapi disebabkan saya sedang menunggu tetamu, maka saya tidak dapat ikut bersama. Oh ya, saya harus ingat bahawa malam ini saya perlu ke bilik najwa untuk memberi cerita yang ada dilaptop saya dah juga mengambil pinggan izzaty yang tertinggal di biliknya pada malam kami memakan pizza bersama-sama.

Sebut tentang malam pizza, 2 malam lepas celine, najwa dan izzaty mengajak saya memesan pizza dan makan bersama-sama. Kami telah memesan hell's pizza yang terletak dekat dengan tempat tinggal saya. Vegetarian pizza dan pizza salmon. Kedua-duanya enak tetapi saya lebih prefer pizza salmon kerana saya tidak berapa minat sayur sayuran. Malam itu, celine juga telah bermain gitar dan saya berasa dia sangat berbakat. Kami berbual malam itu sehingga hampir satu pagi, dari hal perempuan perang, sampai ketajuk lelaki, dan kami juga membuat lawak-lawak bodoh dan bergelak bersama-sama. Selepas makan, kami telah pergi ke bilik Peachy untuk melihat rambut Carlo yang baru dipotong. Carlo kelihatan seperti budak berumur 14 tahun dengan rambut barunya itu walaupun umur sebenarnya adalah 18. Selepas pergi ke bilik Peachy, Izzaty terus terlekat di situ kerana rancangan di TV yang mereka sedang lihat menarik perhatiannya. Saya, najwa dan celine kembali ke bilik najwa untuk berbual.

Pada siang hari yang sama (sebelum makan pizza), Mark telah membawa kami berjalan menaiki gunung victoria. Tinggi sungguh dan saya telah tersilap berpakaian. Pakaian saya seperti mahu menonton wayang. Tetapi pemandangan di atas gunung victoria sangat indah, saya berasa begitu tenang dan berbaloi walaupun penat. Selepas turun dari gunung tersebut, kami pergi ke oriental bay (pantai) untuk membeli ice cream yang sangat sedap. Kami makan lunch di pantai.
Mengikut kata kawan saya, kami telah mendapat banyak pandangan pelik dari orang sekeliling, mungkin kerana satu lelaki europe sangat mesra dengan 5 perempuan muslim. Tetapi saya tidak kisah, saya suka berkawan dengan semua orang.

Sebut tentang persahabatan, saya sangat bersyukur kerana saya tidak mempunyai masalah untuk bercampur. Saya suka berkawan dengan kawan-kawan dari universiti dan juga hostel saya. Saya tahu mungkin ada yang kata saya tidak ingat kaum sendiri, tetapi pada saya, saya datang ke sini untuk bergaul dan mendapat pengalaman yang tidak ada di Malaysia. Saya masih ingat kawan-kawan saya yang setia dengan saya sejak dari dulu, dan saya juga mempunyai kawan kawan baru. Kehidupan saya sangat penuh dan seronok, Alhamdulillah.

Saya rasa banyak pula saya menulis, maka saya akan berhenti di sini dahulu. Harap tulisan saya tidak begitu rumit untuk di baca. Terima kasih jika bersabar sehingga ke hujung tulisan.

:)

The trip to mount vic and oriental bay with the girls & mark.

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On top of mount vic...

"So far this period you have used 61% of your plan's data cap"

Thanks to endless episodes of Spa Q and Jelatang that I've been watching since last week. Haha.

I am no longer sad, just a little bit bitter. I keep thinking of what better things I could've been doing during those three years.

I'm going to Mount Victoria today at 1pm to enjoy the scenery! It's going to be fun!

Farah is coming in "beberapa hari", according to her text yesterday. Hehe. So, I have to be sure that I don't go anywhere too far from Wellington in case she comes. I miss my Farah :)

That is all for now. I have to get ready because I have to go to Che's room.
Toodles.

I got my new modem! Weee.now I have to go to the post office and return the old one. Haihhh.

woosh has been giving me problems for the past two weeks.
My modem is now rosak, so I have to wait like until monday for them to send me a new modem. Sheesssh. why can't they just jaga the kualiti in the first place?
I hope the new modem won't give me problems.
I'm using zaty's internet now since I am internet-less until i get my new modem.
so, ta ta people.
If you don't see me on YM or MSN, it's because I don't have internet ok? So, don't worry. hehe.

He left me.
It's over.
I would appreciate it if everyone can leave me alone and not ask me about it. You can talk to me about other stuff, just never about him.

I've also deleted my friendster and facebook. I'm keeping the blog, and I might make a flickr account for my photos so that family and close friends can still be able to see my latest pictures in NZ.

I'll get through this, I know I will.

I'll be away for a while, but I will be back soon

Ta

Lisa's back from her tramping trip and she sounds happy :-) She said George said we took care of him better than they did. he he he. I think we did a great job looking after George and the house! George is such a sweetheart, I hope he doesn't forget me...

My assignments are due soon but I haven't completed them yet. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh

I have never felt so alone in my life like I do right now, right this moment, and it's not even because of the fact I'm so far from home.

When people were telling me how hard it is going to be, I chose not to listen. I chose to block out what ever is unpleasant to my ears and I chose to believe that it is going to be okay.

I thought, by going away, it would actually fix things that were broken long before. I thought, by going away, it would make things a little better. I thought...

I do not know how long I can stay in this state of denial. I do not want to give up and let go of something I have grown so attached to.

Who am I kidding? It is clear that what used to be there is no longer there. I am only hurting myself by believing that everything is fine.


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I should not let this affect me.

I know I should be doing my assignments right now, but I'm too tired to even think about it right now.

I just came back from a potluck dinner for all the TESOL students in VUW, it was fun! The food was nice, I like the nasi lemak. I even played twister twice but lost both times because my jeans almost flashed my bums to everyone so before that happened, I basically just gave up. A few staff came to join the potluck dinner :-) It was all good.

On the way back from the potluck dinner, we took crazy photos. (I've uploaded them on friendster and facebook) I laughed so hard tonight!

Oh, last night I slept at Lisa's house with Jo and Zaty to keep George company. He is probably the most adorable cat I have ever met! He is soooo manja and he loves to sit on people's lap and be patted. Last night, he even slept next to me! It was so cute to find a cat still sleeping next to you the next morning. He did get on and out of bed several times that night because I could feel him walking on top of me last night :-). I miss George! :-( Oh oh, he eats and talks a lot too! hehe

Oh, before I forget, here are six random facts about me (I was tagged by KB):

1. I am very particular about TIME
I love to be early and ready. I hate it when people are late, or make me late.

2. I eat very very fast.
Even if I am the last one to eat, I still finish first most of the time. (I know it's not good, but oh well)

3. I love cats but I can never really keep them as a pet.
This is probably because I am bad with commitments, and because my mum cannot stand it when the cat poops around the house. hehe. I have a stuffed animal which is a cat though.

4. I am left handed.
I am the only one who is left handed in my family. I don't mind at all and being left handed is not hard at all. I can use my right hand when needed, for example, when I am ironing.

5. Cooking has become one of my favourite things to do
This is probably because halal food is quite hard to find because I am still new to this place, and also because I still need my rice everyday.

6. I am beginning to agree that long distance relationship is hard!
This one, I am not going to elaborate further. Hehe

That's all for now.
I am too lazy to tag other people...

Will write more later

I cannot wait to go see George tomorrow!

*just in case you missed who George is, it's a CAT. :-) I do not want people to get confused.

I just got back from Lisa's (our lecturer) house. She invited us over for tea (which really means dinner over here) and it was just lovely! Her husband made chicken curry and she made fish curry...it was so nice :) Her house is up on the hill and the view is just breathtaking :) Oh oh, and I'm staying over at her house during easter break to feed her cat :) hehe. It's going to be so much fun!!!

Ta