I wish I could tell you who I really am but I can't.
I'm sorry
If you knew, I know you will run away from me
and that hurts.
So I am going to keep on pretending
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

I'm going out in a few hours with Wan :) I really need to go out more. Being at home 24/7 is very damaging to me. I need fresh air, new surroundings and meet new people. I cannot wait to go to Langkawi even though I know my schedule will be very hectic there... At least I get to really enjoy Malaysia before going to NZ next year. :)

I'm going to see my darlings in 6 days I think! Hehe. Rindu sgt them!

Later people!

Ummahfilms series: That's not Hijjab

Okay. I kind of like this guy. Do watch this. Oh and I also recommend you guys to watch Ramadhan Reruns, also by this guy. :) Enjoy

Edit : Come to think of it, watch all the videos by him! Here's the link : Ummahfilms

(I've seen That's not Hijab, Ramadhan Reruns and Distractions during salat prayer. They're all vey good!)

The Good Girl?

Why "The good girl?", some may ask. Well, the name is actually an irony. I was inspired by the movie "The good girl" ( the one with Jeniffer Aniston ). That is basically it. :)

However, Jeniffer Aniston's situation in the movie is different to mine. I am not like her (in the movie), just so you know. :)

Wan's back! :) He arrived last night around 9 p.m I think. I was at a dinner with my parents and little sis so we didn't get to talk. He was too tired anyway so I let him rest.

I've already asked for mom's permission to borrow her car (when needed) so that Wan and I can go out. She said yes. :) Weee.

It's still early in the morning, I'll write more (and hopefully about better things) later. heheh.

Have a nice day people!

Sugar sugar!

I love "Talking With An Alternate You". It made me cry... and I don't usually cry when I read unless it really touches my heart. This one really did.

A friend of mine introduced me to this blog, and I fell in love with it instantly. :)

(To Edwan, I hope you don't mind me linking your blog here. Keep on writing okay?)

Every time I feel like it's not working, I start to read this to remind me why I love him in the first place.

(warning : the post I am referring to might make u barf, so maybe not reading it is a good idea...)

When people look at us, they think we're happy. The truth is, I don't even know if we are.

I can't help it!

Before you read this post, I just would like to stress that I am aware that I already have Wan. Haha. I just can't help but write about a certain someone that I shall refer to as 'S'.

Why am I writing about S?

Well, simply because he is too good looking. I am not even kidding. He has such a beautiful face that it sometimes does not make sense. How can a person be sooo beautiful? I practically drooled when I looked at his pictures a few minutes ago. He is MY definition of sexy, hot, etc. I have absolutely no feelings what so ever for him but I still find him just oh-so-handsome!

S was my junior back in KMS. He is going to be a future doctor (!!!) if all goes well for him. I swear if he becomes a Doctor, a lot of people (male and female) will come and see him regardless if they are sick or not! (I know I will) Haiiiihhh.... I never really realised how good looking (I'm trying to find a much better word to describe his beauty but I can't seem to think of any right now) he is until I really looked at his pictures. Most of his pictures he took himself and despite his narcissistic-ness, I still find him just sooooo beautiful! Even though I wasn't very close to him back in college, we did say more than Hello to each other. Now I understand why a few of my friends had crushes on S.

I am so tempted to post his picture here, but it is just too risky! Why? Because I don't want other people to fall in love with his beautiful face. Hehe. No, I just don't want him to find out that I am drooling over his beautiful face.

Eh, come to think of it, he has a very nice body too...but that, I am not going to elaborate.

I am not in love with him, I'm just in love with his beautiful face. Does that make sense?

I think I'm going to smile while I sleep tonight. Hmm...

(I can't believe my heart is beating very very fast while writing about his beauty!)

Muhijabbed

Since my last post on hijab received a quite a few comments, I decided to post this video.

I agree with Julia,the architect.

What about you?