Sugar sugar!

I love "Talking With An Alternate You". It made me cry... and I don't usually cry when I read unless it really touches my heart. This one really did.

A friend of mine introduced me to this blog, and I fell in love with it instantly. :)

(To Edwan, I hope you don't mind me linking your blog here. Keep on writing okay?)

Every time I feel like it's not working, I start to read this to remind me why I love him in the first place.

(warning : the post I am referring to might make u barf, so maybe not reading it is a good idea...)

When people look at us, they think we're happy. The truth is, I don't even know if we are.

I can't help it!

Before you read this post, I just would like to stress that I am aware that I already have Wan. Haha. I just can't help but write about a certain someone that I shall refer to as 'S'.

Why am I writing about S?

Well, simply because he is too good looking. I am not even kidding. He has such a beautiful face that it sometimes does not make sense. How can a person be sooo beautiful? I practically drooled when I looked at his pictures a few minutes ago. He is MY definition of sexy, hot, etc. I have absolutely no feelings what so ever for him but I still find him just oh-so-handsome!

S was my junior back in KMS. He is going to be a future doctor (!!!) if all goes well for him. I swear if he becomes a Doctor, a lot of people (male and female) will come and see him regardless if they are sick or not! (I know I will) Haiiiihhh.... I never really realised how good looking (I'm trying to find a much better word to describe his beauty but I can't seem to think of any right now) he is until I really looked at his pictures. Most of his pictures he took himself and despite his narcissistic-ness, I still find him just sooooo beautiful! Even though I wasn't very close to him back in college, we did say more than Hello to each other. Now I understand why a few of my friends had crushes on S.

I am so tempted to post his picture here, but it is just too risky! Why? Because I don't want other people to fall in love with his beautiful face. Hehe. No, I just don't want him to find out that I am drooling over his beautiful face.

Eh, come to think of it, he has a very nice body too...but that, I am not going to elaborate.

I am not in love with him, I'm just in love with his beautiful face. Does that make sense?

I think I'm going to smile while I sleep tonight. Hmm...

(I can't believe my heart is beating very very fast while writing about his beauty!)

Muhijabbed

Since my last post on hijab received a quite a few comments, I decided to post this video.

I agree with Julia,the architect.

What about you?

Sakit peh-rut!

I have my second blood test tomorrow. Aaaaaaaa. :( Do pray for me.

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My tummy is so full right now!!! I think I over ate, again. Hmm...now I cannot sleep! :(

Oh, Jamie from Unicomm sent me and email to inform me that he accidently charged my dad's credit card twice. Hehe. Tapi dah refund dah.

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I am going to Seremban this 13th of November! Woohoo! I miss my darlings!!! Cannot wait to see them and have loads and loads of fun!!!

I might naik bus with Wan, and if that happens, maknanya it will be our first bus trip together? Awww sweet. :)

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I guess that is all for today :) Good nite people!

I need to get well before my second blood test!!! ahhhh

To this particular person...
I don't know if you will read this or not
but

Thank you for all the pain you've caused.
It just made me stronger :)

You don't know what you're missing ;-) and you're never going to get it back.

...There goes all my raya money...

I went shopping today... bought a new pair of shoes, two new tops, and two kain for my baju kurung.

I'm broke

I had this freaky dream last night that I cannot write about, in fear that it will create kekecohan. haha. The dream involved a maid costume, a tuxedo, a girl friend of mine, Wan, my mom and my lil sister... Oh and also this double-story house that I don't know who it belongs to. Freakyyy.

Lately, the things I've been dreaming about are just too weird. I want nicer dreams :(

Have a nice day people!