Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I love this song. love it love it love it.
It's a soundtrack from the movie "Cinta".
Same same feat jaclyn victor.

:)

First time I saw you I knew
I knew I love you cause my heart stopped
First time I held you I knew
I knew I love you cause my heart stopped

Cause I … la la la la la love you
Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car not even money will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

First time I kissed you I knew
I knew I had you cause your heart stopped
First time I missed you I knew
I knew I never wanna leave you

Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car not even money will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you
Cause I … la la la la la love you
Cause I … la la la la la love you (love you)

Cause I … la la la la la love you
Cause I … la la la la la love you
La la la la la

sweet kan? kan kan?



I finally had the guts to get on the scale and weigh myself this morning. and the results were very much predicted by me. I weigh 65 kg. Yes. 65. A shocking number for me. The heaviest I have been before was 55 kg, and the lightest was 45 kg.
One thing I can say about this discovery is that it has made me more depressed and it makes me want to eat more.
I'm still not sure what I'm going to do... I will think about it later. Right now, I'm going to have my dinner

later

Monday, December 18, 2006

I cooked breakfast and lunch for nana today :) I love cooking for my little sis because she is not picky at all, she just eats whatever that I made for her :)

I made her fried rice this morning (sangat tawar) but she ate a bit anyway. I finished the rest :) and then I called my dad and asked him how to cook the sotong dalam tin. hehe. It didn't taste as nice as mom and dad's but nana ate it all :)

oklah
dunno what else to write
trying to finish twss
still having a hard time understanding the book
later

Friday, December 15, 2006



another picture of mine..hehe..diff results.
Okay, this is so lame but i want to post it anyway.hahaha


http://www.myheritage.com
this is why i am sad
when i look into his eyes
i don't see it anymore
this is why i am sad
when i talk to him
immediately it turns into an argument
this is why i am sad
when i do something nice
he doesn't notice
this is why i am sad
i don't feel it anymore
this is why i am more upset
because i can't let him go
even if he says it's not working
i don't think i will ever be able
to say
"okay"
i'd...
be miserable without him
even if we do fight a lot lately
but
i
love him
despite everything
there isn't a moment
when he doesn't matter
to me
he is just
so
important that
i need him
when i am sad or happy or in between
i am weak
without him
but i am weaker
knowing he's here but he's not
emotionally
i am tired
of this whole thing
this whole game
i want the old times
i want the old him
the old me
the old us

Thursday, December 14, 2006

my BLOG lagi cantik
if u view it kat mozilla
kot?

I will try to figure out
how to make it pretty
and perfect ok. but not
now coz now i'm very
tired from doing
absolutely nothing


later
Since I haven't been very active in the blogging industry for quite some time, hehehe, I decided to change the template, a fresh one, to sort of motivate myself to write more often. I hope it works. It took me about half and hour to pick the template and figure out what to cut & paste with the help of my friend, Zaty. I am not good at this whole html thingy...so I'm quite proud of myself that I could do this even if it's very easy to other people. Remembering my passwords to my blogskin,shoutbox and imageshack account wasn't fun at all. Had to dig through my old e-mails...thank god I still keep them. I'd probably give up if I had to register everything again. :)

So, here it is. my new template that I got from blogskins.com

It suits the theme, don't you think?

:)
Taken from Zaty's Blog : if your life was a movie, what would your soundtracks be?


Opening credits:
boy i need you-mariah carey (hahahahhaaaa)

Waking Up:
pero me acuerdo de ti-christina aguilera (what?)

First Day At School:
my heart will go on-Celine dion (good one :) haha)

Falling In Love:
survivor-destiny's child (hmm..a foreshadowing or something?)

Fight Song:
the corrs, runaway. hehehehee

Breaking Up:
doing that thing you do-the wonders (wha?)

Prom:
ride wit u (feat g-unit) hmmm...oookaaayyyy

Life:
we go together Grease soundtrack, nice one

Mental Breakdown:
merpati putih, oag

Driving:
tragedi oktober, awie

Loving that special "one":
london brigde-bread

Flashback:
when u say nothing at all-ronan keating

Getting back together:
i bruise easily-natasha bedingfield (maybe this is sort of a reminder for him the next time he thinks of breaking up with me. hehehe

Losing your Virginity:
hanya memuji-shanty dan marcel (so not the song i would've picked)

Wedding:
call me when you're sober

Birth of Child:
satellite-anna nalick

Anniversary-
tentang kita-peterpan

Final Battle:
going under-evanesance

Death Song:
cinta seorang teman-bob

Funeral Song:
take a bow-madonna

End Credits:
where did i go right-hilary duff (hahahaha)
iamsoboredthatidon'tknowwhyiamtypingthisbutidon'twanttostopjustyetandiustrealisedhowharditistotypewithoutspaces