There is this girl that I'm really pissed off about. Well, she wrote a bulletin board in friendster and she was like "making fun" of those who want to be a teacher. I don't know what's her problem. She was like "hahahaha padan muka". I personally think that she is jealous that we KNOW what we want to do with our FUTURE and she is still figuring out her life. There is absolutely nothing wrong of wanting to be a teacher. She should really think about what she said and how many feelings she hurt. I wanted to post back what she wrote but I don't want to embarass her. I just want her to know that what she did...was VERY MEAN.

It's like almost 4 am in the morning and I just spent the last 3 hours talking to a friend on the phone. It's kind of nice you know, to have someone to talk to... to that person, thanks yah! you really cheered me up.

Okay, so I had a long day today. (well, yesterday) I went to see "Guess Who" with epul. The movie's very hilarious. I needed some laughs. I guess I picked the right movie today. After that we had lunch at season and then went to Metrojaya because I needed to buy a few things.

I'm kind of tired right now. Maybe I will write more later.
Good night! (or morning)

Oh yeah, I changed the song. Enjoy!

A pen...a piece of paper...300 words...me...hands not moving...can't think...of interesting things to write...need to complete it soon...help

Anyways, I'm not that excited about KMJ. Yes-I will have Hidayah with me there but this is THE FIRST TIME I'm leaving home. I know Tangkak is not that far but still...Home is always the place where I feel safe. I'm going to miss my GREEN ROOM, I'm going to miss MY VERY COMFORTABLE BED, I'm going to miss MY OWN TOILET, will miss the 24-hours of INTERNET CONNECTION, and WEBCAM-ming with FRIENDS in the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, going to miss THE TELEPHONE, surely will miss ASTRO and my favourite TV SHOWS. I'm sure going to MUM'S COOKING. I'm going to miss EPUL, we won't be seeing each other that much after this, or maybe not at all? I'm going to miss MY FAMILY... I'm going to miss having Dad around to help me with stuff, will miss talking to Mum from the window of my room while she's ironing clothes, miss fighting with Nana, miss going shopping or jogging with big sis, miss seeing Abg Ipin around the house, miss chatting with Abang in Paris. Ahhh. now I feel like crying. I'm going to miss my life for 17 years at home.

Eh, should I bring Memel with me? Atleast I have a tiny piece of home with me at KMJ...hehehehe.

(In case you are wondering what/who Memel is...)


bye bye bed.

I'm having troubles searching for ideas on what to write lately. I can't think of anything important or meaningful to write.
I'm tired.
There's just so much to do...and so little time.

Hmm...hehe.I posted pictures of my BESTFRIEND and I yesterday, and then deleted the post because I got so many comments from my friends, asking me if we're a couple. Well, NO, we're not. We're bestfriends. So...I guess now that it's all clear, I can post the pictures again. :)



Oh...I was bored yesterday so I made this...

Oh my god, there're just so much to do but so little time and so little $$ to do everything.
I need so many things, but I'm not sure if I have enough $$ to buy everything.
These are just some of the things I need before I register at KMJ : ( My needs, not what KMJ asks me to bring )

1. A new bag to put my school things, which I already found at metrojaya that costs RM179.00.
2. Atleast 3 pairs of new baju kurung.
3. A new pair of jeans which will cost around RM180-RM250
4. Stationary
5. New Outfits. (the kinds that I can wear at KMJ, because I think most of my outfits are not appropriate to wear over there)
6. Shoes. Sandals. (costs around RM30-RM70 each)
7. Make-up. (Not that I will wear it over there)
8. A cool pencil case.

And so many more...I just can't think of everything right now. And I haven't receive my letter from KMJ yet.
I need lots of $$. Fast.

I'm so happy for AMINAH and HIDAYAH. They got an interview from JPA and if they passed the interview, they just might get to study overseas! They're just so lucky!! Aminah also got an interview from Petronas, lucky her! All her hard work paid off after all. I've seen how hard she studied in school, and she deserves to get all this offers! And Hidayah, I'm very happy for you! Good luck for your interview this Tuesday! I'm sure you'll do just fine. Don't worry too much okay? (You should thank me because if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't even apply for JPA...heheheheee.kidding!) You deserve it! I love you both so much, always praying for the best for both of you!

As for me, I'm still waiting for MARA and BPG. I'm not putting too much hope in it though... My results isn't that good anyway. Still praying and hoping!

friday...friday...friday...
I'm so bored right now, Hidayah just left. We watched "Hide And Seek" together, ate french fries and just talked. After that we played the Sims2. She had to leave early because her bro wants to use the car.
So, I'm alone again. I haven't heard from him yet today. Maybe he's still not back yet. Well, I'm still waiting for his msg :)
I don't know what else to write, I still haven't got any calls from MARA. Still hoping and praying.
I think I'm going to take a nap now, I have to pick up mum at 4.30 p.m.
Later

Forget what I said about not updating! hehe. I love this blog and I love writing my thoughts for people to read.

I'm mummy's driver for a week. I have to send her and pick her up from work for a week. I haven't been driving for a while so I was so nervous on my first day driving mum to work. Hehe. Thank god I arrived home safely! I think my driving is much better now, I'm not that scared anymore. Good for me. Hehe. Since I have a car for a week, I've been going out a lot alone. :) It's kind of fun you know, driving alone, playing my favourite CD and just sing as loud as I want. I think I might go jogging alone this Saturday, or maybe go with my sister and my soon to-be bro in law.

I went to City Square last Monday, with Hidayah and Nor. It was raining so heavily and I'm kind of surprised that I managed to get there after all. The traffic was so bad + the heavy rain. :) We arrived there around 3.15 p.m. I texted Tebu and he was there too with Epul and Cerut. So, we sat at seed cafe for like 10 minutes and then I had to leave because I had to pick up mum at 4.30 p.m.

On Tuesday, I had lunch with Tebu at Singgah Selalu. He picked me up at 2.15 p.m. We talked about some things I can't mention here. I got home around 3.45 p.m, and then I had to pick up mum from work.

On Wednesday, I sent mom to work in the morning, went to Angsana alone in the evening before picking up mom.

And today, I might go to Angsana again. Maybe around 3.00 p.m. I need to buy a few things.

I'm a lot happier now. I might go to KMJ this 16 May. Not sure yet, have to wait for dad to come back from India and ask for his opinion. I rather go to UIA doing English than wasting a year doing accounting at KMJ. But I haven't got any offers from UIA so I guess I have no choice but to register at KMJ. I'm still waiting for BPG. I hope and pray I will get it. ( atleast an interview )
But I don't want to put too much hope in it.

I guess that's all for now.

I will not be updating my blog for a week.yes, the whole week. I need time for myself, I need to take a break. But please keep coming yah.