...Wan is leaving in less than one hour... This is so hard for me... I'm so used to having him so close, and now he won't be that close anymore. I knew that this day would come sooner or later but I was never really prepared for it. I sort of let myself believe that he would always be here, and that I could come back to see him anytime I want...

There are a few things that I wish I had said and done. I wish I had told him more often how much he means to me, and how much I love him. I wish I had never hurt his feelings.

I miss you so much.
I love you.

Take care dear.