Sakit peh-rut!

I have my second blood test tomorrow. Aaaaaaaa. :( Do pray for me.

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My tummy is so full right now!!! I think I over ate, again. Hmm...now I cannot sleep! :(

Oh, Jamie from Unicomm sent me and email to inform me that he accidently charged my dad's credit card twice. Hehe. Tapi dah refund dah.

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I am going to Seremban this 13th of November! Woohoo! I miss my darlings!!! Cannot wait to see them and have loads and loads of fun!!!

I might naik bus with Wan, and if that happens, maknanya it will be our first bus trip together? Awww sweet. :)

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I guess that is all for today :) Good nite people!

I need to get well before my second blood test!!! ahhhh

To this particular person...
I don't know if you will read this or not
but

Thank you for all the pain you've caused.
It just made me stronger :)

You don't know what you're missing ;-) and you're never going to get it back.

...There goes all my raya money...

I went shopping today... bought a new pair of shoes, two new tops, and two kain for my baju kurung.

I'm broke

I had this freaky dream last night that I cannot write about, in fear that it will create kekecohan. haha. The dream involved a maid costume, a tuxedo, a girl friend of mine, Wan, my mom and my lil sister... Oh and also this double-story house that I don't know who it belongs to. Freakyyy.

Lately, the things I've been dreaming about are just too weird. I want nicer dreams :(

Have a nice day people!

Medical Checkup.

I did my med checkup today, will get the results in 4 days. Hope everything will be okay :)

Ok, so now I have to wait for my unconditional offer letter, complete the visa forms and get my medical results and send all of that to Michael :)

Oh I like the doctor who did the checkup on me :) He's very nice and funny. :)
Oh and the guy who took my x-ray is cute too :) I guess it is my luck today. hehe

:)

Later.

Last night was nice :) I did the super saver thing and called Wan and we talked for a few hours :)

Oh oh oh! I woke up this morning to this song in my head,

"It's hard to believe,
that I couldn't see,
that you were always there beside me!
thought i was alone,
...something something...
but you were always there beside me!
This feeling's like no other,
I want you to know!
I've never found someone,
who knows me like you do...
the way you doooo"

I felt like doing the dance to. Hahaha
(Btw, the song is from Highschool Musical)

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I had a really really bad dream. I dreamed that I cheated on Wan and he found out! There was a lot of drama! Thank god it was only a dream... :(

I guess that is all for today. :) Later people!

I really shouldn't have taken that road I know leads to no where. The only person I end up hurting is myself. I shouldn't have allowed you to do that to me, I should have been more stronger. I hope it is not too late for me to wake up.

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I saw someone I had not seen for so long today. It was good seeing that person again :)

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I wonder if Wan is done with his paper today? Haven't sms-ed/ called my baby today :( I miss him. A lot. I hope he's okay... he's been quite stressed out with his exams. Don't worry, I know you can do it :) Love you

One done, more to go
I think I am pretty much settled on the accommodation thing. (Harap-harapnye mcm tu lah) My dad faxed the contract and paid the $425 deposit yesterday and this morning I have received a reply from them saying that they have got it :) I guess it's pretty much settled la?

Next is my medical checkup + my visa.

Weeee

It looks like most of my friends are into much younger guys :) aiyoh, I am still crazy about older guys (not old like datuk k, a few years older dah cukup) anyway, I'm happy that they're happy. Young or old, it doesn't matter. :)