"Don't worry, it's not a loss of mankind" -rasyiqah, when talking about guys in KMS.

On another topic, I would like to talk about friendship. Yes, friendship. Since I was in form 4, I only had one bestfriend, and she was, and still is, everything to me. I could not think of one moment that I feel like pushing her off a building. We rarely annoy each other, and I think she is the one who understands me the most.

Just imagine, she was there when nobody wanted to be my friend, she was there when I was at my lowest low, she was there when a guy came into my life, she was there when the guy left, she was there when I was crying in the middle of the night, she was there when I wasn't crying...

I love her to bits and I'd jump off cliffs to save her life.

Being here, without her, especially after feeling hurt by a friend, makes me feel like crying. I used to run to her and she would make me feel all better... but now she's not here, and if someone hurts my feelings, I have no choice but to keep everything inside my heart. I have a feeling that this heart of mine is going to burst into pieces because of all the feelings and emotions that I've kept crammed inside.

(Actually, I have deleted the last bit of my post. I really don't want to hurt anyone's feelings especially this friend of mine. I don't blame her for treating me like that, and as for right now, I can still take it. )